Little Pinocchio

You ever in a bad mood and you agitated Every little thing is making you mad like you have to hate it Girl is asking are you okay You say yeah Cuz you don't have the patience To explain the things in your brain Don't make her feel bad They already do that Communication's key But my keys I always lose track So what's the point of talking if I'm locked The code don't crack My intention's not to leave her hanging like a coat rack I'm not here to hurt feelings I hope that you know that Lately I'm just feeling like my hope is below half I could use a pick me up She could use some confidence Sip it through a sippy-cup Mix it with the obvious Ain't been getting paid But still counting on my common sense Waiting for the day that I have commas like the opposite Of a run on sentence It's still me that I'm betting on The price to be a legend is expensive when you spend it wrong Tell me what's the end game Will I have more or less pain Will the fame equal stress If there's a mess to your name Will your fam still love you If you clouded in the rain And your tears start to blend as they washing all away Will your peers just pretend they have your back till it aches And your spark doesn't catch As your passion it just fades Nothing left to light your fire They don't gas you up the same They just laughing at the fact You thought that they would never change But that's the beauty of it Won't know till it happens Some say it's the ugly truth Depending how you rap it I can't afford distractions Yet I'm always distracted By this or that If I had some focus I know I could have my dreams in tact Boohoo sad story Make a choice Ask yourself You gon be a man Or stay a boy Little Pinocchio You are just a puppet in a world full of broken souls But tell me all the things that you see right now In the world is it all yours? Do you always follow your heart Or is it their whispers you fall for? Does your ambition still match your desires Or have you been off course? Little Pinocchio tell me bout all of the things that you lie for Strings pulling in directions that you have't been Character is always being tested when you standing in Right or wrong scenarios Courage help you lead the way What makes you real is all of the promises that you keep or break One bad move And your reputation They'll deem it fake So be careful where you step How you speak the things you say Don't lie to yourself You can't grow from it Take time, own something Get out of your comfort zone You shouldn't be broke and so comfortable Is what I be telling myself Nobody gonna help me all the time Putting in work and making it worth Till I deserve what is mine That's the recipe But it ain't always tasting the sweetest I only do it cuz I need to There ain't nothing between it The process is something you learn to love But love should be seamless So why do I feel like I'm forcing the results of a genius Comparing myself to the wealth I've been fiending I mean it isn't that bad It's just a battle I be in I'm finding a reason To keep on trying I really need it And it's a reoccurring theme Inside the book I been reading But really I been writing it and don't know when to delete this page Been throwing these fits of rage These motions alleviate My soul There's a pen and pad where I wrote My life away When I'm low Know there's brighter days down the road But it's dark when you have no home So I stick to playing my part Though my parts lay on the floor But tell me all the things that you see right now In the world is it all yours? Do you always follow your heart Or is it their whispers you fall for? Does your ambition still match your desires Or have you been off course? Little Pinocchio tell me bout all of the things that you lie for