Lost Myself (23)

Since we left it that day, I don't know

If I'm hurting or if I feel relieved

Do I want you or am I alone?

Got no closure and now I can't believe

That I wrote a breakup song about you

Yeah, I did sense this shit from afar

Need a night-light so I can see through

Through the dark, through the dark, yeah

Boy, I'm only twenty-three and my ass in therapy

I'm too broken to love you now

Days I find it hard to breathe

Need to heal, I need to be my best version

So I choose

To love on me first 'cause I gave it all to you

Uh, I lost myself when I was in love with you

I ain't saying that it's your fault

All my priorities were wrong

When I love, I love too hard

I knew

That you were the one but we had to fall through

Yeah, 'cause I lost myself when I was in love with you

I ain't saying it's your fault

All my priorities were wrong

When I love, I love too hard, yeah

When I love, I love too hard

When I love, I love too hard

Pushing forward, a year has come to pass

Lived a lifestyle I never thought I'd have

Your voice ain't familiar in my head like it used to be

Uh, I like that I'm over you and I like that you over me

At the end of twenty-three, don't you know my therapy?

I have chosen love for now

Find it easier to breathe

Now I feel I'm about to be my best version

'Cause I choose

To love on me first 'cause I gave it all to you

Uh, I lost myself when I was in love with you

I ain't saying that it's your fault

All my priorities were wrong

When I love, I love too hard

I knew

That you were the one but we had to fall through

Yeah, 'cause I lost myself when I was in love with you

I ain't saying it's your fault

All my priorities were wrong

When I love, I love too hard, yeah

When I love, I love too hard

Slowly we pass like a summer evening

Air is still hot, but it gets cold pretty fast

You the past, no more present

Take that L as a lesson

There ain't a class you could go to learn this

Heart made of glass, kinda knew we wouldn't last

We'll be good, don't you reckon?

Don't regret that I let you in