Letter To Jook (feat. Lehla Samia)

Can’t think of me no hook, so I wrote a letter to Jook

A couple years feel like forever ****, I can write a book

Wonder if heaven got a ghetto, book a flight and I just look

Plus a pill'll make me mellow, tell my granny I said hello

You know I think about her every time I see the color canary yellow

To the world I'm ugly now, but I'm still her handsome lil' fellow

See, and the sun start to shine, I thought my days was getting better

But my nights getting colder, who the fuck control the weather?

You a angel now, you special

Left me here dancin' with the devil

You know everybody rebels, but I walk with God, so it's whatever, though

Still ain't learn to tell them no, the drugs got a hold won't let me go

Yes, I'm trying to stay strong, but it's just hard not to let it show

Fuck it, I couldn't write a hook, EJ name it letter to Jook

I was in the city watchin' my lil' brother cook, surrounded by some crooks

That line shake, that mean he bit the bait, got a fish on the hook

Stood in the line, I had to wait my time, **** fuck how it look

Said "I'm doin' fine", I'm lyin', a couple Ls that I done took

They say we die, then we gon' go to Hell, but it's Hell on Earth

They told us that we missin' blessings if we don't come to the church

Pastor played around three times, ****, tell me how that work?

Ain't work out with baby momma, no, hope she understand I love her though, sometimes life don't go as planned, but she's a damn good mother

I know you worried about your brother, but he hold hisself together

That's your twin, you live through your daughter, told Kevon he WildChild forever

You know I still won't never, ever settle, playin' dumb, I'm very clever

Forever young, told lil' bitch I'm twelve backwards, twenty-one forever

Still got some **** in the ghetto, chasin' the switches, say fuck a Baretta

Bitch only know what you tell her, shawty want go, then you let her

I ain't eat in three days, I ain't had a full night of rest

Deedee say she know I'm tired, look in my eyes and see stress

They ain't never live with a target on they back and a S up on they chest

Knowin' we deserve better, can't be settlin' for less

Knowin' we were born poor, so for my kid, I want the best

See, on the east it is was a war, wanted peace, go to the west

Gotta be careful on the north, see on the south, that's where they at

Swear my OG had that 100 pop that kept on callin' back

No, I ain't talkin' Damon Wayans, this rough shit cause Major Payne, Jook

Like Orlando Brown, I'm traumatized from the fame, Jook

My lil' boy curse, is it consequences of a main, Jook?

I don't really love her, but still said it first, that's a shame, Jook

Make her heart hurt, now I feel tears when an angel cry

But one thing about P, he ain’t go too much pride to apologize

Same old shit, time after time, until it that last time, then you tired

That ain't no way that I can treat her better than them other guys

Told Scoty, "Muthafuck the hook, gotta do this one here for Jook"

Sorry I ain't make it to your funeral, ever since Ms. Barbara, I've been shook

Make sure you tell her that you know me, and grab a plate 'cause she can cook

If you meet Desi, that's my homie, see leek and corbin, please hold it

Oh, yeah

****, muthafucka up

I'm the one still doin' this shit for you, ****

Six months, right? That's what you told me

I tried, I tried

I tried

Life be serious

Still not feelin' it

I still miss you

Let's be honest

Oh, I cry inside

Cry

And my tears shed not here, but you're on my mind

On my mind

It shouldn't ever be you

Wish you could see me now

I wish you could see me now

I'm holding it down

I'm holding shit down

I wrote this letter, hope it gets to you

I wrote this letter, hope it gets to you

I wrote this letter, hope it gets to you