Stop Grieving (feat. BabyDrill)

The money came, they found me

When it rained, they left

Nothin' but killers around me, they protect me from death

On my head, it's a bounty but I'm at war with myself

Can't call on you, then who to call on?

I don't have no one else

Feel like I'm all out of breath

Running from problems

Dealing with pain

Thinking the dollar can solve it

This shit ain't the same

Ain't nowhere used to the fame yet

And I don't gangbang

But if you WildChild, be careful where you bang it at

They say I control the rate, I need to talk to the youngins

If I can keep the faith, I'll make a mill' by Sunday

I already peeped the plate, they made a deal, I know they coming

Don't need to ask if I'm okay, 'cause, ****, I don't feel nothing

Rather be hated by 'em all before the world fake love me

Fake love me, fake love me

Rather be carried by six before I let twelve **** judge me

Can't judge me, won't let 'em judge me

She can be the prettiest girl in the world, bet she'll leave when it's ugly

She gone, ooh, she gone

First she take all the diamonds and the pearls, then she'll leave you with nothing

Take the diamonds and the pearls, take your money and your home

Doctor couldn't stop the bleeding, so he stopped breathing

Youngin' fell in love with murder once and high speeding

Months turn to years and we still not believing

I mean, we don't ever heal, we don't never stop grieving

Look in my eyes and see revenge

I killed his killer and still ain't change a thing

I been filling my body with these drugs just tryna numb the pain

Prosecutor want my life, jury don't even understand

The system labeled me a threat and I'm just tryna be there for my family

They don't depend on you like they depend on me

Tell them folks you going broke and watch how quick they leave

They all went ghost when my shit was on Krispy Cream

Now I'm doubled up, seven figures in, all these **** hating on me

Ain't tryna see me shine

My bitch had left, I signed a deal, I guess it was perfect timing

Walked down wit' my blicky, I catched a kill, I told him I'll give him a dime

We live for murder, we die for money, this shit here suicidal

Rather be hated by 'em all before the world fake love me

Fake love me, fake love me

Rather be carried by six before I let twelve **** judge me

Can't judge me, won't let 'em judge me

She can be the prettiest girl in the world, bet she'll leave when it's ugly

She gone, ooh, she gone

First she take all the diamonds and the pearls, then she'll leave you with nothing

Take the diamonds and the pearls, take your money and your home

Doctor couldn't stop the bleeding, so he stopped breathing

Youngin' fell in love with murder once and high speeding

Months turn to years and we still not believing

I mean, we don't ever heal, we don't never stop grieving