Crazy As It Sound

I don't know what else to do

Shit, I just know I can't change it

And now that I accept the fact that I can't

And I just gotta let the universe take its course

Scotty just caught him a body

There's nothin' I can do about it, you know? Just get higher

And try to cope with my, my post trauma

This is my therapy, you know?

But I don't know, I don't know how to feel that shit

Geekin' at 6 A.M., let's go

I don't even want these pills no more

But I ain't even tryna feel no more

I just wanna be high, but feel so low

When they don't wanna see you grow, they'll pull you down

I can't trust 'em like I did before

'Causе most of them are not around

Let's makе a toast for all my loved ones in the ground

You know I'ma hold you down

We lost our hearts and never found it

As crazy as it sounds, revenge don't feel better as I thought it did

Take me back to R.L. Brown

It's time I get it right if you let me start again

Smarter than I think I am

Just gotta put my mind to it 'cause every time I did, that's when I win

When you put in the grind, that's times ten

I know sometimes I'm a bad friend

But I know the main ones understand

You just gotta stay down and stick to the plan

Never lay down, we'll go to war till the last man standin'

I'd spend it all just to kill 'em all, I'm talkin' my last damn band

Nine-hundred-and-ninety-nine grand, one more dollar, that's the grand prize

Do this shit for my son and my fans, so when I leave, he'll have a franchise

Take a look in the devil's eyes, you might be surprised when you see

'Cause what's inside, someone that's been hurt so many times just like me

Rollercoaster ride, feels like I come back down every time I reach my peak

But I'm focused now, I think it gotta be the drugs 'cause I can't sleep

But I'm

Geekin' at 6 A.M., let's go

I don't even want these pills no more

But I ain't even tryna feel no more

I just wanna be high, but feel so low

When they don't wanna see you grow, they'll pull you down

I can't trust 'em like I did before

'Cause most of them are not around

I'm drivin' fast, but movin' slow

No GPS, I know my way round town

But she just sent her lo'

And it's my favorite ho, so I'm on my way right now

Never got a cap and gown

But somehow, some way, still made my mama proud

Still'll feel some shit if I could

If I could start my life from scratch, then I would

I don't know why I wanna go back to the hood when **** betrayed me

Like they talk down on me, runnin' to the internet, not my homie

Just know I'm fine lonely, the weight that's on my mind, I don't need it

His responsibilities mine, so it ain't no sense in cryin', stand on it

How bad do you want it? Shit, I want it bad

What about the opponents? Fuck 'em, we still on they ass

Bank open up a nine in the mornin', I woke up to a bag

If you ain't first, you last

I don't overlap them, I don't see you passin'

You won't see me crashin'

If I'm swervin', grab the wheel

No, I'm not sellin', so don't ask about my pills

Boy, I need this shit for real

I'm finna take one, what's the deal?

Tell 'em let's make one, who get to live?

When that day come, let me know you here

My ****, just say somethin', I'm just tryna heal

So I been

Geekin' at 6 A.M., let's go

I don't even want these pills no more

But I ain't even tryna feel no more

I just wanna be high, but feel so low

When they don't wanna see you grow, they'll pull you down

I can't trust 'em like I did before

'Cause most of them are not around

Let's make a toast for all my loved ones in the ground

You know I'ma hold you down

We lost our hearts and never found it

As crazy as it sounds, revenge don't feel better as I thought it did

Take me back to R.L. Brown

It's time I get it right if you let me start again