Jealousy

Jealousy is killin' me, it's too much to dismiss I don't wanna die, but I don't wanna live like this Honestly, I'd rather be asleep, not feel a thing I don't like how it goes, but I still go there, I'll admit And baby, baby, it's hard to see a way out (Compare myself to many men) It's hard to see a way out (Many nights spent hating on them) It's hard for me to see a way out (ooh-ooh-ooh) Now and then, I'm alright, in the end When misery is running me and ruling how I feel I'm not satisfied, I need a change of pace for real I'm on my feet, I'm semi-clean I'm miles from where I've been I'm missing you tonight, I hope you're cosy in the sheets But girl, when I act like this, it isn't fair, no You know I do it when I'm feeling scared Baby, I'm stressing out, pulling out my hair, yeah And I'm imagining the worst But the worst never comes, I'm aware (ah) I hope you're sleeping well (I do) I hope you're sleeping well, oh I hope you're sleeping well, over there I'm thinking of you, hoping you're in peace Hope you know, just how much I care I really hope you're sleeping well I'm excited just for waking up and to see how your night sleep was Breakfast, dawn, I stretch and yawn I'll start the day by texting you "Good morning babe, how you feeling?" I wish that I had woken next to you, but either way I'm happy just to see your name appearing on my phone I get that feeling once again, and then my smile starts to grow Now, I'm thinking through what to say Yeah, I get jealous as fuck, and no, it doesn't feel great But I'm still with you and that's all that I can know right now, hey Tomorrow might not be here I swear that I can make a change Why waste the time we have my dear, I'll make a change No need for jealousy today I hope you sleep well, my babe Goodnight