Jealousy

Jealousy is killing me, it's too much to dismiss

I don't wanna die, but I don't wanna live like this

Honestly, I'd rather be asleep not feel a thing

I don't like how it goes, but I still go there, I'll admit

Baby (Baby)

It's hard to see a way out (Compare myself to many men)

It's hard to see a way out (Many nights spent hating on them)

It's hard for me to see a way out

Now and then

I'm alright in the end

When misery is running me and ruling how I feel

I'm not satisfied, I need a change of pace, for real

I'm on my feet, I'm semi-clean

I'm miles from where I've been

I'm missing you tonight, I hope you're cosy in the sheets

But, girl, when I act like this it isn't fair, no

You know I do it when I'm feeling scared, baby

I'm stressing out, pulling out my hair, yeah

And I'm imagining the worst, but the worst never comes, I'm aware

I hope you're sleeping well (I do)

I hope you're sleeping well

I hope you're sleeping well, over there

I'm thinking of you, hoping you're in peace

Hope you know just how much I care

I really hope you're sleeping well

I'm excited just for waking up and to see

How your night sleep was

Breakfast, dawn, I stretch and yawn, I'll start the day by texting you

Good morning, babe, how you feeling?

I wish that I had woken next to you, but either way

I'm happy just to see your name

Appearing on my phone

I get that feeling once again

And then my smile starts to grow

Now I'm thinking through what to say

Yeah, I get jealous as fuck

And no, it doesn't feel great

But I'm still with you, and that's all that I can know right now, hey

Tomorrow might not be here

I swear that I can make a change

Why waste the time we have, my dear?

I'll make a change

No need for jealousy today

I hope you sleep well, my babe

Goodnight