Best For Me

How can you love someone and learn to let them go?

How can we fall apart on things we'll never know?

Isn't it funny you can change your ways

For someone to fill in your empty space?

Tell me, is it really love if you have to ask if they'll stay?

Yuh

I got somebody I love (Yeah)

Someone who's really important to me

But now they addicted to drugs (Damn)

Someone who not who they used to be

And we ain't been keeping in touch

I ain't gonna say any names at all

'Cause I don't want no one to judge

But I wrote this song, in hopes when they hear it

They'll never forget who they was

I hope you feeling your spirit enough

I wanna just tell you I love you in case that you really don't hear it as much

I know we ain't talked in a while

But fuck it, I really don't care what it was

I wanna reach out

But you keep on shutting me down

You ain't been caring as much

And what the fuck happened to you? (The fuck happened to you?)

You losing a fight?

I never thought I'd see the day that you'd let addiction ruin your life

Everyone calling that shit a disease and making you feel like you in the right

But I hate the fact that you really be using that as an excuse to do what you like

Or do what you might (Do what you might)

And I keep on praying and reaching for you (For you)

I hope you look in the mirror and see all the things I been seeing in you

Hope your reflection will send you a message and show you this shit is much deeper than you

If you don't believe in yourself, then you'll never believe in somebody believing in you

And I gotta tell you the truth (Tell you the truth)

'Cause I'm 'bout lose it (Lose it)

And you in denial about it and just wanna make up a million excuses

Tearing our family apart, when you leave a scar, then everyone bruises

Every decision affecting us all and if you get lost, then everyone loses

For real

And I'ma be next to leave

I know that God got a plan and he ain't fulfilling your destiny

As much as I need you, I will not be sticking around and watching you rest in peace

I promise I love you, but I gotta do what's best for me

How can you love someone and learn to let them go?

How can we fall apart on things we'll never know?

Isn't it funny you can change your ways

For someone to fill in your empty space?

Tell me, is it really love if you have to ask if they'll stay?

Look

I know you been calling for me

You hitting my phone, but I been alone so long, I'm harder to reach

I know you ain't say any names, but I gotta feeling you talking to me

I hate when these demons get into my soul

I feel like I'm caught in the beast

How do I let go of something I know that's bigger and stronger than me?

If I could be honest, I'll tell you the truth

I'm not who you want me to be

Nobody is perfect, not even you

So why you keep targeting me?

I feel like we can't even have a genuine convo without you starting to preach

Feel like a dog on a leash, it's not what I need

Living in hell, wondering when I gotta leave

Like how can I breathe?

And how you gon' tell me addiction's not a disease?

Fuck do you mean?

If it's not a disease, then why's it gotten to me?

It's not what it seems

But you always be making me feel like the problem is me

I'm not gonna be

Who you want me to be

Let God decide it for me, and speaking of God

How the fuck you know all of the plans he's got for me?

So gimme a break

I been inching away from tryna get out of this dream, I'm drifting away

How come you only there for me when I been tryna get clean?

My biggest mistake

Is me wishing that things were different, I feel like the drugs is made for sinning

That's why I been stuck in the same position

Fuck

I'm falling, but I cannot budge

Been wondering why I'm in love with a strange addiction

And why the fuck you always playing the victim?

'Lotta this shit that you hate to mention

It sucks that I had to change your vision

But ain't nothing left for me

So you could just quit addressing me

I guess this is just my destiny

So take me as I am, or let me be

I'm tired of you stressing me

'Cause, shit, I gotta do what's best for me

How can you love someone and learn to let them go?

How can we fall apart on things we'll never know?

Isn't it funny you can change your ways

For someone to fill in your empty space?

Tell me, is it really love if you have to ask if they'll stay?