Life to Lead

I been going crazy, I been losing my mind Maybe I'll just keep on saying everything will be fine Gotta face the day again, it's really making me sick I need you to stick around until I fall to pieces But I don't wanna let you down, so I'll make a new sound Try to get out of my head again I don't know how to make it out So I'm making this count, I can feel the dread is settin' in Lately I've been tryna keep my head above the water I just keep it in instead, don't wanna be a bother It's just a personal hell, that I created myself I need to go somewhere else, this place is bad for my health Knocked down, I ain't got a lot to give I'll pick up myself again, try to make it to the ending What now? Only got one life to lead Lost my heart, but still I bleed Save my soul, I'm feeling empty But I'ma keep my head up, I just needed to vent Don't worry, I've just been so fed up, I don't wanna pretend That's just how it can go, I felt the highs and the lows I'll keep on fighting the woes, I try to hide, but it shows I'm dying to find the light inside, I'm taking my time I'm trying to leave my past behind, get it out of my mind I been going crazy, I been losing my mind Maybe I'll just keep on saying everything will be fine Gotta face the day again, it's really making me sick I need you to stick around until I fall to pieces But I don't wanna let you down, so I'll make a new sound Try to get out of my head again I don't know how to make it out, so I'm making this count I can feel the dread is settin' in People come and go, it's nothing, just a change of the season Hit the top but lost a lot, I still been finding my meaning Life's a trip, I know it's hard to get up off the ground I been down to, I drowned, and I found you Fake a smile, tell me how to find bliss I'm just sick of being tired, and I'm tired of being sick I been at it for a while, living in the silence No, this ain't a cry for help, but I'll just end it like this I'm running, every single day, but I can't get away from me Don't know what to say, I'll be okay until I plummet They tell you it gets better, let me tell you, no it doesn't Been this way forever, trick myself and say I love it I'm dying to find the light inside, I'm taking my time I'm trying to leave my past behind, get it out of my mind I been going crazy, I been losing my mind Maybe I'll just keep on saying everything will be fine Gotta face the day again, it's really making me sick I need you to stick around until I fall to pieces But I don't wanna let you down, so I'll make a new sound Try to get out of my head again I don't know how to make it out, so I'm making this count I can feel the dread is settin' in