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PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
CRIM
CRIM
Producer
Layen
Layen
Producer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I hate myself for falling in love with you
Now, I'm fucked up and you're with somebody new
So I drown myself in drugs and nicotine
[Verse 2]
So use me, even if just for distraction
I'd leave me, too, after all of my actions
I'm only a man and I'm learning to live
With the fact that I'm valued for what I can give
All black fit, sipping all black tea
Been fucked up, but I'm tryna get clean
I wanna be in your shoes, wanna see what you see
'Cause I learned to love you
I could never love me
Man, I'm carrying 'round all the weight of a boulder
It seems to get harder the more I grow older
I'm calm on the surface, but losing composure
This shell of a body won't hold any longer
[Verse 3]
I hate myself for falling in love with you
Now, I'm fucked up and you're with somebody new
So I drown myself in drugs and nicotine
[Verse 4]
I hate myself for falling in love with you
Now, I'm fucked up and you're with somebody new
So I drown myself in drugs and nicotine
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