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Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Lil Dicky
Vocals
benny blanco
Programming
Chatz
Keyboards
Delilah Moore
Sampled Artist
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Benjamin Levin
Composer
Presley DeLano Regier
Composer
Aaron Shadrow
Composer
Delilah Moore
Composer
Charles Jones
Composer
David Burd
Lyrics
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Lil Dicky
Recording Engineer
benny blanco
Producer
Dave Kutch
Mastering Engineer
Chatz
Producer
Migui Maloles
Mixing Engineer
Michael John Gove
Recording Engineer
Kevin Peterson
Assistant Mastering Engineer
Lyrics
[Intro]
I love you, but you know
I love you, but you know
Let's take it back, aye, aye, let's take it back, aye
[Verse 1]
I didn't have a chance, I was walking with my bag down the street
To Harrison Ave, Summer's over, back to class, way before I had a sedan
Hit the bus stop and then glanced at the kids
And then bam, I saw Brittany for the first time, I was in a trance
Who the hell was this new chick I never met?
Was friends with girls but I hadn't really been attracted to nobody yet
But 8th grade was going crazy, this bitch was so amazing
Walked up and said, "Hi, I'm Dave," and then shit changed (It's love)
She told me she just moved into town
I knew it, no doubt, I loved this girl, inside and out
Her beautiful smile, her hair and her style were driving me wild
We sat together on the bus, we sat together every lunch
She had me switching up the Polos and ditching yo-yos
I went from moving solo dolo to being so O
B S E double S E D, thought about her constantly
On Kazaa burning her CDs, 'cause I saw her and she saw me (Aw)
But back then I was gross, I'd do the most for a joke
I showed my asshole to girls (Damn)
And I just really wasn't the brand of guy that would get the girls, I had no facial hair, just curls
And all my friends had kissed a girl except me
And I just wanted to be realistic about it, I didn't wanna mess the whole thing up (No)
And I just loved being around her, so I took the best friend route (Aw)
That shit was so fun, I don't care what any you guys say
The hottest girl I ever met, tickling my arm
Going to the mall with her, chatting on AOL all night
We talked about plenty things, everything we could
How her parents treated her and how she felt misunderstood
She would tell me shit on AIM in person that she never could
I talked her through it, I took a ton of pride up in the fact that I made her feel good
Started hanging out up in the basements
Playing spin the bottle, watching her turn land on Jason
I closed my eyes until we played the nervous game
Where I would place my hand upon her breast over her bra
That was incredible, that was raw
I jerked off to that that all fall
Winter snow days, watching the television light come on
Seeing what the hell they caught, hit the landline then I call
Hope she picks up not her mom
But you never know what's coming when you're young and you're in love
[Verse 2]
High school, next year, this a problem
Sophomores, juniors, seniors everybody saw her
I remember browsing Blockbuster with her
When this senior cocksucker told her she looked beautiful
She blushed, he was popular, I just stood to the side and waited
Obviously, they started dating, Harrison Ave just wasn't the same without her
The bus stop, he drove her to school
In a car with rims and real big bass
Hated this guy, I hated their vibe, I hated his face
I waited for the demise but it never seemed to happen
She was too attached and he latched on
Now she leaving my friend group
Smoking, drinking with them dudes, oh no, we are not ready for that (No!)
We got pizza by the slice, big ol' shoutout to Frank's
That's where I was when I found out that they were having sex (Fuck)
I hit the beach just to meet her, but they already left
And her presence was missed but she still my best friend
Mozzarella sticks, I never sat with her at lunch
I strategized my hallway walk so I could see her some
The only class we had together, Spanish, what the fuck?
I was Carlos, she was Mia, why do they make us choose Spanish names, by the way
Isn't that insane? (Yes)
I digress
Of course he cheated on her, she would call me so depressed
But she kept going back, MapQuest-ing, printing out directions
I'd designated drive to his parties that shit was so–
I was soft, I was pussy, I was weak, I was lame
But whatever, I'm in 9th grade, what the hell could I say?
But one time I stayed home, his party got busted by the po-po
It made me so, so, so, so, so, so, so happy
He got grounded and the dance was this week (Ha)
I never went to those but now she could just stay home with me (Hey)
Why didn't I go to them? Okay, 'cause I was scared of getting boners on the dance floor
The whole thing was overwhelming, it was just a bizarre social situation
I didn't drink, everyone did, whatever, back to the story
I was excited to just chill with her, return to our glory
Then she like, "Dave, wait, we should go to the dance together, just be my date"
I'm like, "What?" she like, "Yeah," I'm like, "Uhh"
I came, it came out, brain just said, "Yes"
Popularity wise, this is a jetpack
And I missed my friend and obviously I was fully in love with her
So I said, "Okay, no problem," I got my suit with my momma
Then we all met up at a fella's house to take a few pics
Sixteen girls, sixteen guys, parents filming this shit
I pull up with my momma, oh my god, there's a problem
The fucking guy isn't grounded, he's really there with his arm around her
I couldn't believe it, she said that he showed up and surprised her
And then, of course, somebody's like, "We gotta take a wide pic"
Thirty-three people, only one had no date
My momma asking me why, but I felt way too ashamed
So I just lied, I told her that I knew this was happening and that
Everything was good and I could not abandon it
So I went with them in the limo in the dinner
Macaroni Grill, I'm the 33rd wheel
Is this real? But it got worse
Right before the bill, a bunch of waiters and waitresses
Bring a cake to my table, they're all singing happy birthday to me
What? Happy birthday to me
Not my birthday and of course this fucking restaurant has this custom
Where you gotta stand up on the table and wave a fucking napkin while everyone stares
I saw the older guys laugh, so I just played into it
I'm on her table dancing, embarrassed but no one knew it
Except Brittany did and she had been drinking shit
The water bottle full of liquor, lower than my confidence
I said I had to piss, hoping that she would just follow me
She did, and I walked right past the bathroom, into the parking lot where I told her
I told her everything on my mind I told her everything
Every single song that made me think about her every day
Everybody said that we're just kids but that never changed the fact that to this kid, you were his everything
[Verse 3]
The next part, I will never forget
She walked right up to me slowly, then she gave me a kiss (Huh?)
First kiss, aw, no way, naw
Oh my god, then she said, "I love you, too"
I didn't believe her at first, I thought she drunk
Oh my god
But then the next day she was singing the same song (Woo)
She ran over to my crib and was all over me
We started kissing, touching, blushing, gushing
There was no humping yet, not then, but I would settle for love
Got my first hand job in the park, really came out the mud
I couldn't believe it, it was a dream, I planted my seed on Harrison Avenue yet again
I really did it, huh?
And then all of a sudden, it was done
Just a month long and then she moved on
I never knew someone could make you feel so right and so wrong
So good and so bad, either way I had what I had
And it showed me I was who I was and that I was worthy of love
[Outro]
I love you, but you know
I love you girl
I love you, but you know
I love you girl
I love you, but you know
I love you girl
I love you, but you know
Written by: Aaron Shadrow, Benjamin Levin, Charles Jones, Dave Burd, Delilah Moore, Presley DeLano Regier