Somewhere In Between

Trapped inside my thoughts

Got me listening to what’s wrong

Wondering if I'm a good person?

Just a bad one,

Somewhere in between

A hard place to question

My owns dreams let alone

My beliefs I’m just

Somewhere in between

I’m somewhere

Question my thoughts

Question my goals

What do I have and

What do I want

Is something I can’t afford

Tell me to leave it alone

But I want more

Anger and pain

Is what feels like home

Embarrassing to think

I feel safer alone

Then sharing my thoughts

To someone I know so

So I’m somewhere in between!

Taking advice from my girl

That medication will help me

Should go back to therapy

But I know that won’t change me

How much I talk

I know something will affect me

So I argue with her

Too many times that I can think

Not a bad person

Then I’m somewhere in between

I’m somewhere

Trying to find peace

But that’s just another goal

That I can not achieve

So I’m somewhere in between!

Trying to find peace

Trying to find change

Trying to be happy

When I’m used to the pain

Nothing will change

If I remain the same

Keep sulking around

At my desperate remains

But who’s to blame?

The man in the mirror

That’s killing my dreams

But that’s just me

So you can say that

I’m just somewhere in between

I’M SOMEWHERE

SOMEWHERE

Somewhere in between

Following my dreams

And killing them off

Just to watch them bleed

Somewhere in between

Making peace

With people that don’t care

To make peace with me

I’M SOMEWHERE

SOMEWHERE

Wanting to make change

But don’t change a thing about me

That’s dumb to think

So I’m somewhere in between

On the fine line to figure out

What's best for me so

I’M SOMEWHERE

SOMEWHERE

Lost on my path

I say I want change

But honestly it’s bad

That I like it this way

I’m somewhere in between

Liking the feeling of pain

And somewhere in between

Wishing I didn’t feel this way

Somewhere in the gray

Looking back at my life

Trying to find an escape

Itching my arm like an addict

I don’t want to feel safe

I want to feel the neglection and pain

SO I’M SOMEWHERE

SOMEWHERE

Trying to find peace

Trying to find change

Trying to be happy

When I’m used to the pain

Nothing will change

If I remain the same

Keep sulking around

At my desperate remains

But who’s to blame?

The man in the mirror

That’s killing my dreams

But that’s just me

So you can say that

I’m just somewhere in between

I’M SOMEWHERE

SOMEWHERE

Somewhere in between

Wanting to be someone

That’s apart of my family

But I’m too disconnected

To accept your apology and

I’m too hateful to forgive

That you abandoned me

So I’m somewhere in between

Wanting to make new music

To finally fulfill my dreams.

Or to finally give it up

who cares about LP3

So I’m somewhere in between

Listening to my thoughts

And changing my beliefs

Somewhere in between

Thinking about how

My faith will represent me

Sitting in trial with no

Achievements to see

God looking down asking

How do you plea

Guilty your honor

Your judgment is free

Let your mind at ease

Demon on my shoulder

Saying it’s time to leave

And I agree

So I’m somewhere in between

Looking back at my life

Like what did it cost

What will I have when

I’m dead and everything is gone

You can say that I’ll be happy

But we both know that you are wrong

Trying to find peace

Trying to find change

Trying to be happy

When I’m used to the pain

Nothing will change

If I remain the same

Keep sulking around

At my desperate remains

Who’s to blame?

The man in the mirror

That’s killing my dreams

But that’s just me

So you can say that

I’m just somewhere in between

I’M SOMEWHERE

SOMEWHERE

Somewhere in between

Following my dreams

And killing them off

Just to watch them bleed

Somewhere in between

Making peace

With people that don’t care

To make peace with me

I’M SOMEWHERE

SOMEWHERE

Wanting to make change

But don’t change a thing about me

That’s dumb to think

So I’m somewhere in between

On the fine line to figure out

What's best for me

I’M SOMEWHERE

SOMEWHERE

Recently I’ve been feeling like

I’m just a bad person, but

I mean Izzy has been trying

To assure me that I’m a good person

But I’m just broken. But if I’m not a bad person

Then I’m not a good one either

I don’t feel good about myself when I wake up

And If I’m not a bad person then let’s just say that

I’m somewhere in between.

I’m somewhere