Double Life

Since 2006, I haven't been the same

Between fiction and fact, which one of us changed?

Now I'm a mother of three

Not living for myself

I'm dancing right here, but my heart is somewhere else

Sing my songs, bang my head

Rush me home, back to bed

When ya live a double life, it's dangerous

Oh, not to fear love, not to fear

Keep it calm, calm, calm, it's dangerous

Oh, not to fear love, not to fear

I been trying to get a grip for all eternity

I know we don't know a man who acts maternally

And I'm on the brink of civil war, need a gender-fluid Jesus more

I'm dancing right here, but my heart is always torn

Sing my songs, bang my head

Cry my tears, baby's breath

When ya live a double life, it's dangerous

Oh, not to fear love, not to fear

Keep it calm, calm, calm, it's dangerous

Oh, not to fear love, not to fear

Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh

Work it out, child, work it out, child

Oh-oh-oh, oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh

Don't you feel more dead than alive?

When ya live a double life, it's dangerous

Oh, not to fear love, not to fear

Keep it calm, calm, calm, it's dangerous

Oh, not to fear love, not to fear

When ya live a double life, it's dangerous

Oh, not to fear love, not to fear

Keep it calm, calm, calm, it's dangerous

Oh, not to fear love, not to fear