Desiderium

DESIDERIUM

 

We tried to get away from something we can't see

It's hard to hold this entity 

Write on this endless page

Seems like eternity as I take in one last breath

 

I'm close

To the ledge

I'm a mess, I confess, I'm a mess again

 

Goddammit I'm torn

I swear I've tried each way

I'd split myself in two if it'd do any use to pull me through

The other end, Illusion has obscured my way

And now it's me who chases death

 

I'm close

To the ledge

I'm a mess, I confess, I'm a mess again

 

Eyes well

In the fog

Clear the path

 

Searching inside out, searching high and low, empty handed still 

Standing in the wind, my ashes blow

From one last breath

 

I'm close

To the ledge

I'm a mess, I confess, I'm a mess again

 

 

Eyes well

In the fog

Clear the path

 

Searching high, searching low

Searching inside and out

 

I’m close to the end

Replacing all I’ve ever had