Paramnesia

PARAMNESIA

 

I recall living another life

 

Stepping back from pushing through

I don’t see anything that I once knew

 

I recall dying a thousand times

I won’t forget

 

A marked set of time, I try to get back

A fleeting memory, now I try to forget

Vaguely remember but it’s far, far too gone

All I see is black, maybe it’s best to surrender

 

I remember what to say but not how to feel

What is my name, how do I know this is real?

It washes over me in wakening pulses

Revelations spawn like memories

 

Make me remember