Joy (Guilt)

I don't want to be idolised

I want to be the person that you see waste away

I want to be a character in the feature film that slowly slithers away

And when I'm standing there, facing you, I want you to look at me and feel nothing

Because I am nobody

You feel something because of you, not because of me

I hear what you say, you say I do?

I feel the emptiness of your shallow thoughts that you create and expect me to do something with

Because the key to connection is designed by you

And the key to love is happiness

And happiness is found solely within yourself

Don't desire me, desire you

Don't idolise me, idolise you

Stop, panic, stop, drive

Crash, die, stop, start

Stop, panic, stop, drive

Crash, die, stop, start

Stop, panic, stop, drive

Crash, die, stop, start

Stop, panic, stop, drive

Crash, die, stop, start

Guilt

Guilt

I want to be sad and I want to be sad with you

I enjoy the unattainable goal

I'd take someone I love to the Andes just so I wouldn't have to explain it to them

We could experience it together

The greater that made itself

And what could I do with anyone if I couldn't protect myself

And there's reasons why I can't tell you everything

It stems from parts of myself

And you should listen to the silence

Listen to your silence

Oh go on, I'll give it a go

Pass me that silly book

I wish this road would last forever

I turn the headlights off so I can't see the double lines

I'm driving forever

I'm fogging up the windows

I'm stirring in the guts

It's raining on my shoulders and there's coffee in this cup

Stop, panic, stop, drive

Crash, die, stop, start

Stop, panic, stop, drive

Crash, die, stop, start

Stop, panic, stop, drive

Crash, die, stop, start

Stop, panic, stop, drive

Crash, die, stop, start

Guilt

Guilt

Hell bent on taking it

Life

Hell bent on taking it

Life

Guilt

Guilt