Bluish

You held me

You held me so hard I went bluish

I resolve to set boundaries

I went bluish, I went bluish

Smothered me with fake blood and ginger

Around your throat

Always charming and balanced

That's why it hurt the most

I got so claustrophobic

But you were never close enough

Hey

It's not easy when you call me in the dead of the night

When I say I need some space

I shouldn't have to ask you twice

It's not easy when you call me in the dead of the night

When I say I need some space

I shouldn't have to ask you twice

Shouldn't have to

Shouldn't have to ask you twice

Shouldn't have to

I went bluish, I went bluish

You twist violets in my eyes

Always in my house just smoking

Drinking tea, collecting spines

Never had the chance to miss you

I had never had the chance to miss you

Heart in my mouth

Please let me out

Please let me out of you

Heart in my mouth

Please let me out

Please let me out of you

It's not easy when you call me in the dead of the night

When I say I need some space

I shouldn't have to ask you twice

It's not easy when you call me with your voice pink and white

When I say I need some space

I shouldn't have to ask you twice

Shouldn't have to

Shouldn't have to ask you twice

I shouldn't have to

Shouldn't have to ask you twice

I shouldn't have to

Shouldn't have to ask you twice

I shouldn't have to

Shouldn't have to ask you twice

I shouldn't have to

Shouldn't have to ask you twice

I shouldn't have to