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Buick Audra
Buick Audra
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Buick Audra Prentice
Buick Audra Prentice
Songwriter

Lyrics

you’re on your own with what you need
yeah, but the good news is you’ve come back to yourself
your birthday comes and goes like just another day
you live with scraps that say shit like, “only time will tell”
(what it tells might not be enough)
‘cause it gets harder to be the martyr
there are days it feels like a tired, lonely hell
you know, “hateful” rhymes with “grateful”
but hey, the alcoholics, they all wish you well
the alcoholics wish you well
you’re a child until you’re not, but there you are
making decisions from a place of kid-like fear
and you still expect the best from those who never show
you live with lists of your own faults no one wants to hear
(see, what you learn, you learn just for you)
and it gets harder to be the martyr
there are days it feels like a tired, lonely hell
and you know, “hateful” rhymes with “grateful”
but hey, the alcoholics, they all wish you well
has this been hard enough yet?
have I been taught enough yet?
do I believe in God enough yet?
has this been hard enough?
has this been hard enough?
‘cause it gets harder to be the martyr
there are days it feels like a private, lonely hell
and you know, “hateful” rhymes with “grateful”
but hey, the alcoholics, they all wish you well
yeah, the alcoholics, they all wish you well
Written by: Buick Audra Prentice
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