Dead On

I can’t concentrate,

I can’t find my grip, I’m falling,

Just a little later than I really wanted.

That’s all that it takes sometimes,

To decide I'm not gonna sit here,

And wait to die.

We’ve endured this disaster before,

Just remember this destruction is the key to becoming more.

This is all that I wanted,

Is something missing?

Witness the abyss,

Wait a minute, doesn’t everyone feel like this?

Finishing what I started,

When no one’s listening.

Dead on, you’re not wrong,

Deep down you knew it all along.

I’ll fight to the end, here we go again.

Why don’t you get it all right the first time?

Asyndromatic imposter works its way inside.

Forget the point of this.

Entitled memory served.

Why do I work so hard to be someone,

That you can be proud of for something?

Despite all the hours, the violent encounters,

Find something that matters,

At the end of it all I still find myself living.

Breathe in,

Crack open my chest again.

Decomposure,

I feel it taking over.

When no one’s listening.

I’ll fight to the end, here we go again.