Walk Away

What if I told you that I'm exhausted?

What if I told you that I'm beyond tired?

What if I told you that I'm so done trying

Or wishing my life had a button so I could rewind?

What if I told you I'm not as strong as you think I am?

I just wanna go far away

Somewhere that I don't know where I am

But I don't want this life anymore

Gotta be careful for what I'm asking for

This life that I prayed for, this life that I begged

Every step that I took led me closer to the edge

I am not mentally stable

I am not physically able

I don't want this life anymore

I don't want this life anymore

Everyday, back to back, my momma back drinking

Everyday just get worse, I'm thinking about checking her into rehab

Momma, I need help too, I need to see a specialist

I done tried everything, nothing seems to be helping me

I'm so sick of people judging me off what I ain't got

Falling out with all my homeboys because they ain't got what I got

All this weird fake vibing

I ain't really got nobody

Holding my problems, my pain silent

Should I walk away from mistakes?

Never been scared but right now I feel afraid

'Cause everybody say they love me, got me feeling like afraid

Hey, everybody wanna be famous

Been thinking about retiring from music

But I don't want this life anymore

I gotta be careful for what I'm asking for

This life that I prayed for, this life that I begged

Every step that I took led me closer to the edge

I am not mentally stable

I am not physically able

I don't want this life anymore

I don't want this life anymore

And fuck the industry, all these rap **** fake

No, only want one links, don't need nobody in my space

All this shit we did was bring me way more problems

Me being broke, money the only thing that solve it

Only thing that keep me going is that I won't let down my fans

I've been way closer with y'all than to my family and friends

Antisocial, being hurt, it kept me distant

I was trying to find my soul, I don't know but it's been missing

With this life, this shit just came with more hatred

They say I'm a star, so tell me why I feel basic

Don't know where you are, I just need someone to save me

They blame me for tragedy, me and my **** fighting cases

But I don't want this life anymore

Gotta be careful for what I'm asking for

This life that I prayed for, this life that I begged

Every step that I took led me closer to the edge

I am not mentally stable

I am not physically able

I don't want this life anymore

I don't want this life anymore