Have You Ever

Have you ever been so fed up in life?

(Cutta, we rich)

I'm 21 and I feel like this

(Turn it up KARON, Turn it up KARON)

It's like I'm runnin' out of love, I'm damn near out of breath

I'm done with trust, just pack your stuff, no, I'm not tryna fuss

When times was rough, I've been right there, know you can't say I wasn't

I really miss when Grandma Terry used to call me Quan

Ayy, see times are changin', all my problems steady addin' up

Two lines of drank, might overdose 'cause I done had enough

Sittin' back and watch my daughter play like, "Damn, she bad as fuck"

Shit gettin' crazy, how you my homie, you don't even much support me

They was buyin' dreams to make a way out, I guess I couldn't afford it

That shit a shame, 2019, I had 'bout three abortions

I stop and hit my knees and pray 'causе I can't take no more of it

My partners doin' day-for-day just tryna makе the storm live

Have you ever loved somebody way more than you love yourself?

And once your back's against the wall, it seem like nobody cares

You never notice what you got until it's up in the air

If I lose everything I got, tell me, would you still be there?

Have you ever loved somebody way more than you love yourself?

And once your back's against the wall, it seem like nobody cares

You never notice what you got until it's up in the air

If I lose everything I got, tell me, would you still be there?

Ooh, would you be there for me?

Tell me, would you be there?

Tell me, would you be there for me?

Hey, it was me and Buddah skippin' school, goin' on a high-speed chase

Buddah came 'cross a .22, two rifles and a TEC

He tried to play me like a fool, ain't nothin' in his bag

Stick to the rule and play it cool, you lose your life like that

I switched my route like, "Fuck a homie," and focused on rap

Same ones that doubted said I'm phony 'cause I won't split 'em half

I miss Lil' Ralph, I bought lil' homie, they get split in half

Ayy, I often think 'bout Uncle Tony, do you miss your neph'?

Only type of love these bitches show me is, "Can I get Chanel?"

Somebody that's gon' be there for me, chances gettin' slimmer

'Bout 24, R.I.P. Kobe, jumpin' out the gym

She hit my line like she can't trust me, then why we together?

Have you ever loved somebody way more than you love yourself?

And once your back's against the wall, it seem like nobody cares

You never notice what you got until it's up in the air

If I lose everything I got, tell me, would you still be there?

Have you ever loved somebody way more than you love yourself?

And once your back's against the wall, it seem like nobody cares

You never notice what you got until it's up in the air

If I lose everything I got, tell me, would you still be there?

Ooh, would you be there for me?

Tell me, would you be there?

Tell me, would you be there for me?

Quando Rando, ****