Been Thru (feat. Quando Rondo)

KimJ with the heat J West Beats I ain't the bad guy Everybody just tellin' me you gotta blame them people You gotta be able to peep the fake smiles and handshakes 'Cause that first time you show 'em you trust 'em, they take advantage I got issues If nobody 'round me, who I'm 'posed to vent to? I'm losing all my loved ones, I miss you Make it a letter for my niggas in the pen' too (Locked up) And I hope you got that lil' money that I sent you We had it hard, make it happen when the rent due Forever scarred, these drugs fuckin' up my mental Go all around the world for you, baby, if it's meant to I ain't just rappin' Rather talk about some shit that I done been through Yeah I sin but I repent too Move like the wind do Send them vultures through your whole crew Niggas get put in coffins when they mouthin' like them hoes do And we ain't with the talking, we tryna pull up and show you And I know when the fame come Everybody gon' be actin' like they know you All for some money You ain't keep shit a hundred like you was 'posed to Thought I could trust you That's why I showed you half the shit I showed you I'm the nigga you're close to, too real to expose you Got me feeling like what I do to myself? Been actin' new with myself Not staying true to myself, feel like I'm losing myself I'm taking meds, whole time I'm abusing myself Lil' givin' ass nigga, only using myself I got issues If nobody 'round me, who I'm 'posed to vent to? I'm losing all my loved ones, I miss you Make it a letter for my niggas in the pen' too (Locked up) And I hope you got that lil' money that I sent you We had it hard, make it happen when the rent due Forever scarred, these drugs fuckin' up my mental Go all around the world for you, baby, if it's meant to I ain't just rappin' Rather talk about some shit that I done been through These days, gotta watch the ones that you callin' your family It be the ones you call your dawgs don't wanna see you win Grammys I told Luwhop fuckin' with bottle, hate the wet panoramics Two different cups, two different drugs, I'm on this codeine and Xanax Lu'll whip that Glock out for Lil Sosa like they don't understand him I want to sip the purple potion, I'm the grandson of granny I left my feelings in the ocean on South Beach in Miami Fast forward my life But in slow motion, life been goin' how I planned it But, nigga, I'ma shoot for myself Won't help me count it, but you wanna spend these blues with myself Climbin' the highest mountain, I ain't have no shoes for myself My youngins, they wear blue when they step I got issues If nobody 'round me, who I'm 'posed to vent to? I'm losing all my loved ones, I miss you Make it a letter for my niggas in the pen' too (Locked up) And I hope you got that lil' money that I sent you We had it hard, make it happen when the rent due Forever scarred, these drugs fuckin' up my mental Go all around the world for you, baby, if it's meant to I ain't just rappin' Rather talk about some shit that I done been through