Even

When is it too many times

To tell you that I think of you every night?

I don't wanna make it hard on you

So I could be cruel

Yeah, I can make you hate me

Would that make it easy?

What, you think I forgot?

The fireworks, the black eye

Tradin' blows on the Fourth of July

But you were right, I was askin' for it

I always am

It's no good if the pain doesn't make you

Feel like you earned it

And I probably deserved it

'Cause all you ever say is

What's the point?

Is anybody there to help me now?

It's not that I think I'm good

I know that I'm evil, I guess I was

Trying to even it out

Isn't that what you want?

For me to be miserable like you?

But, brother, you're about to get your wish

Puttin' my fist

Through the plaster in the bathroom of a Motel 6

Must have pictured it all a thousand times

I swear to God, I think I'm gonna die

I know you were right, I can't be fixed

So help me

'Cause all you ever say is, what's the point?

Is anybody there to help me now?

It's not that I think I'm good

I know that I'm evil, I guess I was

Trying to even it out