Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Julien Baker
Julien Baker
Vocals
Calvin Lauber
Calvin Lauber
Programming
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Julien Baker
Julien Baker
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Julien Baker
Julien Baker
Producer
Calvin Lauber
Calvin Lauber
Recording Engineer
Collin Pastore
Collin Pastore
Additional Engineer
James Glaves
James Glaves
Additional Engineer
Nick Carpenter
Nick Carpenter
Additional Engineer
Craig Silvey
Craig Silvey
Mixing Engineer
Dani Spragg
Dani Spragg
Assistant Mixing Engineer
Greg Calbi
Greg Calbi
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Blackout on a weekday
Is there something that I'm trying to avoid?
[Verse 2]
Start asking for forgiveness in advance
For all the future things I will destroy
[Verse 3]
That way I can ruin everything
When I do, you don't get to act surprised
[Verse 4]
When it finally gets to be too much
I always told you you could leave at any time
Till then, I'll split the difference
Between medicine and poison
Take what I can get away with
While it burns right through my stomach
I'm telling my own fortune
Something I cannot escape
I can see where this is going
But I can't find the brake
[Verse 5]
Knocked out on a weekend
Would you hit me this hard if I were a boy
[Verse 6]
See, I don't need you to defend me
'Cause it's just the sort of thing that I enjoy
[Verse 7]
Took it farther
Draw a hardline
When I cross it
It's the third time
Say my own name
In the mirror
And when nobody appears
Say it's not so cut and dry
Oh, it isn't black and white
What if it's all black, baby
All the time
[Verse 8]
All the time
All the time
All the time
Written by: Julien Baker
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