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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Badflower
Badflower
Performer
Josh Katz
Josh Katz
Guitar
Joey Morrow
Joey Morrow
Guitar
Alex Espiritu
Alex Espiritu
Bass Guitar
Anthony Sonetti
Anthony Sonetti
Drums
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Josh Katz
Josh Katz
Composer
Joey Morrow
Joey Morrow
Composer
Alex Espiritu
Alex Espiritu
Composer
Anthony Sonetti
Anthony Sonetti
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Josh Katz
Josh Katz
Producer
Scott Borchetta
Scott Borchetta
Executive Producer
John Varvatos
John Varvatos
Executive Producer
Greg Foeller
Greg Foeller
Engineer
Zakk Cervini
Zakk Cervini
Mixing Engineer
Nik Trekov
Nik Trekov
Assistant Mixing Engineer
Ted Jensen
Ted Jensen
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Tastes bitter on a guilty tongue
It's hard to see I'm the chosen one
Fake friends with a camera phone
Ugly, drunk, cold and missing home
[Verse 2]
This home of mine, I see it in my dreams
Where everyone looks happy
And everyone still likes me
This home of mine, I miss it all the time
What happened to this family?
What happened to this family?
(Have I let you down?)
[Verse 3]
Texts, calls, hugs, birthday cards
Being thoughtful can be so hard
First 15 years I'm the favorite son
Last 15 years I'm the hated one
[Verse 4]
This heart of mine, gets blacker all the time
Affection makes me nauseous
Believe me I don't want this
I hurt my blood tonight
I made my sisters cry
I never say I love you
Even though I want to
[Verse 5]
I'm just my father's son
My mother's kid
A shitty brother
I'm nobody's friend
[Verse 6]
This is all my fault
I only make you cry
I don't deserve this family
(You're better off without me)
[Verse 7]
'Cause I let you down
And I lost my fucking mind
Then everything got messy
And everyone got angry
[Verse 8]
I cursed my blood tonight
It happens all the time
Is everyone against me
Has everyone goddamned me?
[Verse 9]
What happened to this family?
What happened to this family?
What happened to this family?
What happened to this family?
[Verse 10]
Don't hate me
Don't hate me
Don't let me drown
[Verse 11]
I hate goodbyes, so cringey I could die
We only say "I love you"
'Cause that's what we're supposed to
And most families lie, but I meant it every time
Then treat you like you're worthless
I never said I'm perfect
Written by: Alex Espiritu, Anthony Sonetti, Joey Morrow, Josh Katz
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