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Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Badflower
Performer
Josh Katz
Guitar
Joey Morrow
Guitar
Alex Espiritu
Bass Guitar
Anthony Sonetti
Drums
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Josh Katz
Composer
Joey Morrow
Composer
Alex Espiritu
Composer
Anthony Sonetti
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Josh Katz
Producer
Scott Borchetta
Executive Producer
John Varvatos
Executive Producer
Greg Foeller
Engineer
Zakk Cervini
Mixing Engineer
Nik Trekov
Assistant Mixing Engineer
Ted Jensen
Mastering Engineer
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Tastes bitter on a guilty tongue
It's hard to see I'm the chosen one
Fake friends with a camera phone
Ugly, drunk, cold and missing home
[Verse 2]
This home of mine, I see it in my dreams
Where everyone looks happy
And everyone still likes me
This home of mine, I miss it all the time
What happened to this family?
What happened to this family?
(Have I let you down?)
[Verse 3]
Texts, calls, hugs, birthday cards
Being thoughtful can be so hard
First 15 years I'm the favorite son
Last 15 years I'm the hated one
[Verse 4]
This heart of mine, gets blacker all the time
Affection makes me nauseous
Believe me I don't want this
I hurt my blood tonight
I made my sisters cry
I never say I love you
Even though I want to
[Verse 5]
I'm just my father's son
My mother's kid
A shitty brother
I'm nobody's friend
[Verse 6]
This is all my fault
I only make you cry
I don't deserve this family
(You're better off without me)
[Verse 7]
'Cause I let you down
And I lost my fucking mind
Then everything got messy
And everyone got angry
[Verse 8]
I cursed my blood tonight
It happens all the time
Is everyone against me
Has everyone goddamned me?
[Verse 9]
What happened to this family?
What happened to this family?
What happened to this family?
What happened to this family?
[Verse 10]
Don't hate me
Don't hate me
Don't let me drown
[Verse 11]
I hate goodbyes, so cringey I could die
We only say "I love you"
'Cause that's what we're supposed to
And most families lie, but I meant it every time
Then treat you like you're worthless
I never said I'm perfect
Written by: Alex Espiritu, Anthony Sonetti, Joey Morrow, Josh Katz