Collapsing

It's everlasting and I can never win

How can I explain the unexplainable?

I am screaming out loud , my words are inaudible

Something is clearly wrong in my system

It feels like a big cataclysm

I stare at my own reflection

But you cannot see this infection

It's all collapsing

Feels like an endless downward spiral

It's all collapsing

Consuming me from the inside out

It's everlasting

It's everlasting

I can never win

It's all collapsing now

Feeling worthless

Can't find my purpose

Can't see no future

There's only fire

It must be my broken DNA-code

Because this brain is about to implode

It's easy to become suicidal

When living is nothing but brutal

It's all collapsing

Feels like an endless downward spiral

It's all collapsing

Consuming me from the inside out

It's everlasting

It's everlasting

I can never win

It's all collapsing now

I stare at my own reflection

I know it's invisible to you

But this is real

This infection

It's all collapsing

Feels like an endless downward spiral

It's all collapsing

Consuming me from the inside out

It's everlasting

It's everlasting

I can never win

It's all collapsing now