Forgive Me

If I died right now, would you live in peace?

If you lied right now, I would still believe

'Cause I'm a fool for love, that's what you made of me

And when you fell for me, did you take that leap?

'Cause when you took my heart, you left a vacancy

And this fairytale is just a make-believe

But you believed in me from the start

Gave me the address and the key to your heart

I don't even know why the fuck I'm mad

'Cause I would be the one who would tear you apart

I hurt you and all you ever did was love me

But I just couldn't give what you wanted from me

If I could trade it all to revoke your pain

I'll do it in a flash and give all the fame

I'd give up all this money, till there's none left over

I'll take back the burden I left on your shoulder

I'd give up every fuckin drop that's in this liquor bottle

That I numb the pain with when I'm feelin' sober

I write these flows and I think of you

Then I turned around and did the unthinkable

But the worst thing I could've done was make you believe

That this relationship was not sinkable, forgive me

Gave me all of you

Now I got the audacity to try ask for your forgiveness

Gave you none of me

Now I got the audacity to try ask for your forgiveness

Baby, please forgive me, I'm sorry

I'm sorry for that bullshit I put you through

And I said baby, please forgive me, I'm honest

I'm honest when I tell you I did it for you

I did it all for you when I told you that it's over

I did it all for you when I saw you needed closure

So baby, please forgive me, I'm sorry

I know right now it's saddenin' but soon you'll be happy again

If you could just forgive me

She said "What the fuck you mean forgive you?

Tell me why in the world would I do that shit?

Everything I did was for you, but don't take my word, I can prove that shit

I gave up my whole life for you, my career, even my dreams

Just so you could achieve yours

And just to show you how much you mean to me, baby

You just got up and go, catch a plane and then leave without me

Feelings don't just disappear though

Yesterday you said that you crazy 'bout me

Never lied to you, I never needed to

I never doubted you, I never cheated you

Never disrespect, no neglectin', and deceivin' you

Tell me Michael, did you even fuckin' love me?

Did you? Did you even mean it when you told me 'baby, trust me'?

And if you can't admit it, don't answer it

'Cause I'll never trust again, nope, not for you, not any ****

You think I never had options?

Boy, don't you know that there were plenty ****

I had this man and that man, even one of your boys in my DM's

And I never replied once, here, go through my phone, you can see 'em

Because honestly I'm so sick and tired

I'm sick of you and I'm sick of fightin'

If you gonna go then just go

'Cause I ain't got the fuckin time to keep trying

All my life I been hurt and cheated on

Everybody left and just did me wrong

I was fuckin' there before anybody knew you or the words to your songs

And I fuckin' hate what you have done to me

Does it even just hurt you to some degree?

I wish you never ever told me you're in love with me

I fuckin' hate you, I fuckin' hate that I love you so much"

Gave me all of you

Now I got the audacity to try ask for your forgiveness

Gave you none of me

Now I got the audacity to try ask for your forgiveness

Baby, please forgive me, I'm sorry

I'm sorry for that bullshit I put you through

I said baby, please forgive me, I'm honest

I'm honest when I tell you I did it for you

I did it all for you when I told you that it's over

I did it all for you when I saw you needed closure

So baby, please forgive me, I'm sorry

I know right now it's saddenin' but soon you'll be happy again

If you could just forgive me