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Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Derez De'Shon
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Marcus Allen
Songwriter
Derez De'Shon
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Evil G
Producer
Marcus Allen
Producer
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I wonder where the time went
I wonder where your smile went
I wonder where the dreams go
When the sky lit
'Cause lately I've been livin' in the past
Feelin' like I'm supposed to be in first
But a **** stuck in last
[Verse 2]
Hit the gas on these ****, I might crash 'cause I'm reckless
Dropped a twenty on my neck
Five hundred on the house I ain't even stepped in
And I'm startin' to regret
Said, I'm startin' to regret
[Verse 3]
Wake up in the mornin' like, how could I get used to this?
I never had much, I swear I'm still new to this
Know you see the wrist, diamonds in my Cuban shit
Ridin' in the newest whip, fuckin' on the cutest bitch
[Verse 4]
Never thought I'd make it off Rex Road
Never thought I'd make it off sellin' dope
Never thought I'd make it up out the hole
Now a **** sit on the top floor
[Verse 5]
Lookin' down like, fuck it, I'm in the buildin'
Thinkin' 'bout shit I did and I'm lucky I'm not in prison
Used to wake up in the trap like, fuck it, I'm in the trenches
**** talkin' 'bout they eatin' and I'm starvin'
What's in the kitchen, ****?
[Verse 6]
Personal chef fixing Fruit Loops
This rich lifestyle gon' take some gettin' used to
Walked in the bank like my first day at a new school
Hopped off the plane and jumped right in the new coupe
[Verse 7]
No roof, windows see-through, no tint, ****
Pull up and make sure they know exactly who it is, ****
Said I wouldn't make it and they hate the fact I did
Mama didn't think I'd be shit but she happy that I've mills, ****
[Verse 8]
Problem child but pops happy I'm his kid
I prolly wouldn't be me if I ain't meet him how I did
Kids wanna be me, they mama tell 'em I ain't shit
If I'm a bad father, I'll hit when I deal with it
[Verse 9]
I wonder where the time went
I wonder where your smile went
I wonder where the dreams go
When the sky lit
'Cause lately I've been livin' in the past
Feelin' like I'm supposed to be in first
But a **** stuck in last
[Verse 10]
Hit the gas on these ****, I might crash 'cause I'm reckless
Dropped a twenty on my neck
Five hundred on the house I ain't even stepped in
And I'm startin' to regret
Said, I'm startin' to regret
[Verse 11]
I want everything that comes with it
The hatin' ass **** and the bitches
The problems and the issues, the pain and the prescription
'Cause I ain't never had shit, remember gettin' evicted
[Verse 12]
'Cause I ain't never had rent, broke as fuck, didn't have cent
I'm the one they laughed at, now I'm the one they mad at
I take off in that foreign like a rocket, where is NASA?
All these Jesus pieces on my neck like I'm a pastor
[Verse 13]
All these diamonds blingin', jewelry flashin' like some hazards
All my chains be dancin' on my chest like MC Hammer
I swear I asked for help but I ain't never get a answer
I was callin' I was texting, ain't nobody text me back
[Verse 14]
Felt like I was movin' backwards
Pictures speak of me in words, no caption
Picture me on the curb when I was trappin'
Rent due any day and plus my daughter need some Pampers
The lights off and we done ran out of candles
[Verse 15]
They ask me why I don't smile for the camera
Since a child, I done had a heart full of anger
I got weak and gave my heart to a stranger
It got hard and I prayed to God for an angel
[Verse 16]
I wonder where the time went
I wonder where your smile went
I wonder where the dreams go
When the sky lit
'Cause lately I've been livin' in the past
Feelin' like I'm supposed to be in first
But a **** stuck in last
[Verse 17]
Hit the gas on these ****, I might crash 'cause I'm reckless
Dropped a twenty on my neck
Five hundred on the house I ain't even stepped in
And I'm startin' to regret
Said, I'm startin' to regret
Written by: Da'von Allen, Derez De'Shon Lenard, Marcus Allen