Derez De'Shon
(YIB)
I never thought I'd be this way or see this day, lately
Niggas hatin', bitches fakin', crazy
Remember days dreamin' I'd make it
To this day I can't believe I made it
I can't even lie, it's unreal
I can't even explain how I feel
I don't even know what's really real
But if I lost it all, baby, would you be here?
Or would you leave me like the rest of 'em
Do you ju' need me like the rest of 'em do?
I thought you believed me and really felt somethin'
Until you treated me like the rest of 'em do
Yeah, I been on the road for days
I ain't been home in days
And I'm missin' home, yeah, I'm missin' home, I'm homesick
Ain't answer my phone for days
Long nights and longer days
And I'm missin' home, yeah, I'm missin' home, I'm homesick
I can't even lie, it's unreal
I don't even know how to feel
I don't even know what's really real
But if I lost it all, baby, would you be here?
If I lost it all, would they still keep it real? Yeah
If I lost it all would I still be, real
Lately I'm gettin' calls from people I ain't talked to in years
Cousin ju' got outta prison, I hit him and asked, "What's the deal?"
He called me and asked me how much was my deal
Damn, what's the deal?
Sometimes, I wish I could go back to the time
When a nigga didn't have a dime
Everybody broke, on the grind
Wasn't poppin' champagne, scrapin' up change for a couple bills
Since I got some change, a lotta shit changed, with me and my peers
I be feelin' like fuck the spotlight, I wanna go back to the block light
Look at everything I don't got right
Was it all worth it 'cause since a nigga made it I feel like somethin' not right
I can't tell the truth from the lies, in the coupe with no roof and I'm ridin'
Hit the booth, tell the truth, no lie, no lie
Yeah, I been on the road for days
I ain't been home in days
And I'm missin' home, yeah, I'm missin' home, I'm homesick
Ain't answer my phone for days
Long nights and longer days
And I'm missin' home, yeah, I'm missin' home, I'm homesick
I can't even lie, it's unreal
I don't even know how to feel
I don't even know what's really real
But if I lost it all, baby, would you be here?
If I lost it all would they still keep it real? Yeah
If I lost it all would I still be
