P.I.L. (Pain Is Love)

If I tell you I love you don't play with me

(If I tell you I love you don't play with me)

I know them **** gon' hate on me

I pray my **** don't trade on me

I know if I get a case today

These hoes ain't gon' wait on me

Keep that sucker shit away from me

Keep it G, the only way to be

So if I tell you I love you don't play with me

(If I tell you I love you don't play with me)

If I tell you I love you don't play with me

(If I tell you I love you don't play, don't play)

If I tell you I love you

Wear the pain on my shoulder like some shoulder pads

Came from nothing and I made it, and I know they mad

New texts from my exes, yeah, I know they sad

Mama thought I'd be dead or locked up right now

I know she glad for me

Don't want none of them **** around me if they ain't a hundred

Can't trust no one of these bitches, all their broken promises

All the smoke and liquor bottles in here

All these folks, I don't know nobody here

**** fake, it's like ain't nobody real, for real

I ain't never understood how a **** hate you from the same hood

You see the signs of jealousy and hate

But listen when he say he love you

It's funny 'cause all it take is for a **** feel like you above him

That when a **** say fuck you

So it's gon' hurt to say fuck 'em, but fuck 'em

I don't owe not one of y'all **** nothin'

I got mouths to feed, y'all was eating when my children wasn't

They doubted me, but I don't need a **** for nothing, Derez De'Shon

I know them **** gon' hate on me

I pray my **** don't trade on me

I know if I get a case today

These hoes ain't gon' wait on me

Keep that sucker shit away from me

Keep it G, the only way to be

So if I tell you I love you don't play with me

(If I tell you I love you)

If I tell you I love you don't play with me

(If I tell you I love you)

If I tell you I love you

Lately I been on the road, and **** talking 'bout I changed

To tell the truth I ain't have a chance to, yeah

**** holler they my friend, but bring up times I borrowed clothes

And I'm like damn, this ain't what friends do, yeah

It's funny  how the money make 'em change

Before the paper, **** wasn't complaining

It's funny how these bitches fuck for fame

Last week she ain't know my name, yeah

Got it out the mud and the rain, yeah

Keep prescription drugs for the pain, yeah

Even with the boys I'm the same, yeah

Didn't know what it was when it came

The fame, it didn't change me, I'm the same me

Got shot at, then did turkey drives on the same street

**** I looked up to let me down, swear the pain deep

Remember I didn't have a voice to talk so I ain't speak

Bet you they hear me now

Bet you they see me now

Same **** wasn't fucking with me, fucking with me now

But I didn't need 'em then, and I don't need 'em now

**** want in, but didn't they leave me out?

**** pretend wanna be my friend, but I ain't friendly now

I know them **** gon' hate on me

I pray my **** don't trade on me

I know if I get a case today

These hoes ain't gon' wait on me

Keep that sucker shit away from me

Keep it G, the only way to be

So if I tell you I love you don't play with me

Ya, see really the thing like

**** be lost and changed

Switichin' up on ****, but really

It be everything around a **** that be changing

Like a **** confused, like **** fall back

For real

So if I tell you I love you don't play with me