Calm Down

Smokin' all this gas, poppin' all these prescriptions

Thinkin' 'bout my past, swear, I try to forget it (Wavy Pluto, you dig?)

But whenever it gets bad, I just swallow the liquor

Tryna figure where it went wrong at, but I cannot remember

But I remember what you told me

You would never leave me, that's what you told me

Whenever I need you, you gon' be there, that's what you told me

But you not here now

Yeah, starin' at this cocaine mountain, no lie

I'm scared that it's no way out, so high

I'm scared that I won't come down, come down

Why everybody tellin' me to calm down?

How I'm 'posed to chill when I got loved ones in the ground?

How I'm 'posed to chill when none of my day ones around me?

How I'm 'posed to chill when this pain, I feel real

But I can't do nothin' about it?

Tired of walkin' 'round feelin' ugly and poutin'

Tired of walkin' 'round feelin' like love ain't 'round me

All these dark clouds and puddles 'round me, yeah

Tired of walkin' 'round feelin' like I'm drowning

I remember layin' on that ground bleedin'

Thinkin' they got the best of me

Couple screws, couple pins only thing I got left from it

Derez De'Shon

Smokin' all this gas, poppin' all these prescriptions

Thinkin' 'bout my past, swear, I try to forget it

But whenever it gets bad, I just swallow the liquor

Tryna figure where it went wrong at, but I cannot remember

But I remember what you told me

You would never leave me, that's what you told me

Whenever I need you, you gon' be there, that's what you told me

But you not here now

Lookin' for you, but can't find you when I need you

Can't question God, 'cause I know God got his reasons

But it's been hard and I've been bothered by these demons

That pain pierced my heart and left me scarred and I need you

Lookin' at these diamond chains

Lookin' at this watch and rings, thinkin' 'bout how far I came, yeah

I've been through a lot of pain

Without you it's just not the same, without you I've been going crazy

Tryna find my way back home, and I'm lost

Tryna cut my brain back on, but I'm off

It's like I'm rappin' a whole pain song, but I'm talkin'

Derez De'Shon

Smokin' all this gas, poppin' all these prescriptions

Thinkin' 'bout my past, swear, I try to forget it

But whenever it gets bad, I just swallow the liquor

Tryna figure where it went wrong at, but I cannot remember

But I remember what you told me

You would never leave me, that's what you told me

Whenever I need you, you gon' be there, that's what you told me

But you not here now