Discontent

There is so much mess in my head

I've been having trouble sleeping

I put my headphones on

Play the sounds of a storm

And listen to my breathing

I cried myself to sleep last night

I can't get back the wasted time I spent

I can't wake up and do it all again

I'm where I wanted to be

I still feel incomplete

No hole has been filled

It's all just a false belief

Only digging it deeper and wider

I like to say I haven't changed

But I grew on the outside

I have locked myself down

And thrown the key in the mud

I wasn't looking for love

And then you showed up

A light glows inside which I haven't felt in years

But it's still warming up

The dust has almost cleared

I'm where I wanted to be

I still feel incomplete

No hole has been filled

It's all just a false belief

Only digging it deeper and wider

I like to say I haven't changed

But I grew on the outside

I burnt myself out once again

Running off caffeine and fear of discontent

Can't escape this discontent

I have so many homes but never feel at home

I'm where I wanted to be

I still feel incomplete

No hole has been filled

It's all just a false belief

Only digging it deeper and wider

I like to say I haven't changed

But I grew on the outside

I will wait for you

I will wait for you

But I grew on the outside

I will wait for you

I will wait for you

But I grew on the outside

I'm where I wanted to be

I still feel incomplete

No hole has been filled

It's all just a false belief