Bad Habits

Sink into this beer stained couch

My guess it's in its fourth home now

While I make empty small talk

With a kid I used to show how to

Roll a cross joint

Out of metro cards

Behind the back

Of the old Brunswick baths

Last night I took a bullet

For you for the last time

But don't think

That you can't ever drop by

I'm only telling you

How I feel inside

Maybe I've been doubting

Myself a bit lately

Trying to figure

It out if you hate me

I hope you never

Grow to resent me

"Is your birthday still in June?"

Forgotten mine

But I forgot theirs too

When we've had a few

It feels more like an interview

I combust when I think too much

You take the wheel

While I find the clutch

I watch all

My friends come and go

But they still

To come to most my shows

Last night I took a bullet

For you for the last time

But don't think

That you can't ever drop by

I'm only telling you

How I feel inside

Maybe I've been doubting

Myself a bit lately

Trying to figure

It out if you hate me

I hope you never

Grow to resent me

I complain about the things I miss

But I'm the one who gets

Caught up in all this shit

Quick to the hate, hard to learn

Swallow pride it's not earned

I convince myself

With fake confidence

It's not my words written in cement

I was lead to believe I had nothing

Bad habits I fall back into

Circles around my head again

And again and again

I was lead to believe

I had nothing

Bad habits I fall back into

Doing circles around

My head again

And again and again

I was lead to believe

I had nothing

Lost in the comfort

I thought I outgrew

Doing circles around my head

Last night I took a bullet

For you for the last time

But don't think

That you can't ever drop by

I'm only telling you

How I feel inside

Maybe I've been doubting

Myself a bit lately

Trying to figure

It out if you hate me

I hope you never

Grow to resent me

Forgotten mine

Forgot theirs too

It's okay just enjoy the view