I'm Crazy

Should’ve listened to my therapist

When she said to stop pursuing things

And the same things are happening

Cause the same things are what I keep doing

I swear I’ve read all of my self help books

I don’t know why I still can’t help myself

And it’s a shame that there’s nobody left

To blame for me but myself

I take the medication do the meditation

Keep all my appointments up

And it’s not that I’m insane my brain is just untamed

And I don’t know when enough’s enough

So I text another ex

Shoot one more tequila

Tell my common sense I said I’ll see ya when I see ya

I’m a victim of my life

Or maybe it’s a victim of me

At least I got the nerve to admit that I’m crazy

Shouldn’t be driving this late at night

I know my Momma’s always worried sick

But self sabotage is my drug

And I’m looking for a bigger hit

The only men that keep me interested

Are in relationships or other states

But they say that they miss me

So I make it my mission to make em’ change

I practice self care and I’m so self aware

That I deserve a freakin’ prize

My mind’s just got a tendency to make itself my enemy

And then I overanalyze

So I text another ex

Shoot one more tequila

Tell my common sense I said I’ll see ya when I see ya

I’m a victim of my life

Or maybe it’s a victim of me

At least I got the nerve to admit that I’m crazy

I make up storylines in my mind

Take it too far and hurt my own feelings

Half the things I say I wish that I didn’t

At least I can admit it, at least I can admit it

I honestly believe my own lies

I get obsessive, overreactive

But nobody I know knows what normal is

So at least I can admit it, at least I can admit it

Hey

So I text another ex

Shoot one more tequila

Tell my common sense I said I’ll see ya when I see ya

I’m a victim of my life

Or maybe it’s a victim of me

At least I got the nerve to admit that I’m crazy

At least I can admit it, at least I can admit it