Hesitation

I can’t believe how weak and naive I’ve become longing for your love

I keep on wasting more time

My selfish jealous nature makes me feel like I’m less than everyone else

Too less to mean anything to you

I want to let you go but I don’t want you to leave

I swear I fucking tried

Oh I swear I’m still trying

But it isn’t as easy as I thought it would be

I’m not happy with myself

Not happy with who I am

Cause I’m not the person you need in your life

This lonely feeling slowly starts pulling me down

Can I push it away or will it stay

I always feel home in your arms but you never feel home in mine

Can I say anything to make you stay with me I just can’t take

Another night overthinking with my head in my hands

Please don’t leave me here

Please don’t leave me here

I always wonder

Could’ve I done better?

Your smile not humble

The tension starts to ache

I begin to mumble

How much more can I take

Hesitation made me learn my heart is so easily to break

So easily to break

Everyday I wonder if you would ever miss my voice

Everyday I wonder how you would feel if we would never speak again

Tell me would you miss me

Tell me would you miss me

This lonely feeling has finally pulled me to the bottom

Where I will stay

I always feel home in your arms but you never feel home in mine

Can I say anything to make you stay with me I just can’t take

Another night overthinking with my head in my hands

Please don’t leave me here, please don’t leave me here

Please don’t leave me here

Please don’t leave me here