Deathbed

Another

Failed communication

Where I hold my tongue

I can't make up the words

To show you how I feel

Instead of

Sharing what is wrong

I bottle it up inside

I can't break free

From this fight inside my mind

That's me

Blocking everything you see

My walls are high and are rooting deep

I wish I could show you the world

The world inside of me

But I can't and I won't tear it down

It's a part of me I can't throw out

I know it will leave me bitter and alone

Im so far gone

This curse runs deep

Its always been inside of me

Generations of this family

All end up bitter and alone

It will eventually

Come for me

On my deathbed

That's me

Blocking everything you see

My walls are high and are rooting deep

I wish I could show you the world

The world inside of me

I'll be the best that I can be

Im not there but at least I can breathe

And you'll finally know the world

The world inside of me

I don't want to be alone

On my deathbed

On my deathbed