Blood Blister

I staged your death and then covered up my steps when I was dreaming

No evidence, left no fingerprints, and no one heard you screaming

I wake up and try to shake out the feeling that's stuck inside

Sometimes it seems the world had it in for me, it's so defeating

Goddammit, what did I do wrong? Did I deserve it?

Was there some sick and twisted underlying purpose?

Something

Something tells me that I won't ever really understand it

I watch you die when I close my eyes, but I still hear your whisper

Clean out the stains, the dull pain and blood that's underneath the blister

It doesn't stop

Face down and float up to the top

Dead skin of phantom limb memories, I feel them like a splinter

Goddammit, what did I do wrong? Did I deserve it?

Was there some sick and twisted underlying purpose?

I'm drained out and calloused

Drop the dead weight and keep my balance

Take beauty, leave it rendered lifeless and perverted

I kick myself when I'm overwhelmed and when I feel surrounded

I take a breath, 'cause there's nothing left that I can do about it

I just need to relax a little

I just need to relax a little

I just need to relax a little

I just need to relax a little