Pitch Black

Rock bottom smile bares its rotting teeth again

Acts like there's nothing wrong and they're still my closest friend

Romanticize the fondest memories and good times

And hope that I forget the rest

Rock bottom's grinning as it's creeping up again

Dust off the depths and make me wish that I was dead again

Hold out your hand to me

Take me to a place in hell where

Having self-esteem seems selfish and unhealthy

Look up from your hand

Face to face from where I stand

Oh my God, it's all happening again

Promised myself I wouldn't go back, but here I am

Oh my God, it's all right in front of me

But I'm not the same as I was then

Reclaim my independence from the past

Despite the times it tries to pull me back

Stop at nothing

Completely crush me

Feel my way through

Navigate the pitch black

Sometimes, it seems impossible

Out of reach, never meant for me

Run right into every obstacle

Oh my God, it's all happening again

Promised myself I wouldn't go back, but here I am

Oh my God, it's all right in front of me

But I'm not the same as I was then

Act like you're still my closest friend

Past the point to make amends

Rock bottom came and went

Oh my God, it's all happening again

But now, my mistakes are paying dividends