Die Alone (feat. Kobe)

I roll over and go to reach for you, you're gone

This bed's empty without you, you said you're movin' on

But I'm havin' some trouble gettin' there

Butt dwelling ain't gettin' me, uh, anywhere

Fuckin' Valentines Day, fuck February stuffed teddy bear, guts everywhere

Machete on the floor, I smashed up every mirror

Yeah, how do I look?

You fuckin' just left me here to die, didn't you?

Why didn't you respond yet?

I've written you five or six different times

And I'm gettin' sick and tired or always apologizin' to you

I didn't do shit to deserve what you're puttin' me through

This couldn't be true, we can't be over, so, violets are blue

Roses are red, why is it everything I do I'm reminded of you?

Saw two white coffins in my dream last night

Saw my Lord, Jesus, with his hands pointed toward the light

Saw my old sweetheart, she said, "Honey, I'm back"

Just so you don't die alone, just so you don't die alone

Guess I gotta deal with the fact that you ain't never comin' back

Now every woman that I look at

I'm lookin' for you, so I'm findin' somethin' a matter with them

Excuse to not see anyone, useless, rather pick up the phone

Not at all, following protocol, I get bold like bowling balls

Grow balls and go to call to talk, forget what I want to say

Damn it, I'm drawin' blanks like I'm playin' hangman

I'm sick of playin' these games, I can't handle this heartbreak

It's makin' me blow out my brains, like birthday cake candles

Hang up the phone and I shake, I think I may have made a mistake

Can't escape the madness, turn the radio on, I hate this sad song

But I can't even change the station, the same one's playin' on eight channels

I lay wake in shambles, I'm startin' to hallucinate

I'm havin' all these visions of us at each others wakes in caskets

And suddenly I wake, and that's when I know I

Saw two white coffins in my dream last night

Saw my Lord, Jesus, with his hands pointed toward the light

Saw my old sweetheart, she said, "Honey, I'm back"

Just so you don't die alone, just so you don't die alone

Give me one more bottle for the pain

Give me one more for the memories

Give me one more, I'll make it taste like steak

It'll help alleviate, it'll soothe this ache

Of tryin' to fake that she's really comin' back, she's really comin' back

And it's been a while now but I finally realize how much reality sucks

There's just somethin' about our love, I'm still in denial now, dealin' with the finality of it

And it's makin' me crazy thinkin' of the days we spent

And how I'll never hold you again

Ain't shit I can do about it, now my head is over crowded

With these clouded memories and I can't seem to get you out it

How the fuck do you sleep comfortably, knowin' what you don' did to me?

Huh, did it even occur to you that I loved you?

Completely, deep and madly head over heels for you

Was you and me, once used to be together forever

It was supposed to be us, but you crushed the dream

We were supposed to die together and it's killin' me so much

When I sleep, I wake up dead, must be why

Saw two white coffins in my dream last night

Saw my Lord, Jesus, with his hands pointed toward the light

Saw my old sweetheart, she said, "Honey, I'm back"

Just so you don't die alone, just so you don't die alone