Sinner, Pt. 3

Yeah

See it's been hard for me to be myself

I look in the mirror and I can't see myself

Feel like I'm screamin'

And no one's hearin' me

Trapped in my insecurities

Knowin' I couldn't free myself (I see you)

My heart and my time are two things I stopped givin'

'Cause most of us are breathing' but we not livin'

What happens then

When I'm too numb inside to even feel

What happens when

There's no more life in me

For you to kill (I see you)

I can't love now

I can't trust now

I can't help but drinking to feel the rush now

I can't lose you

I can't keep you

I can't stay

But you know I'm too weak to leave you (I see you)

Know I'm too weak to love someone else

'Cause you know I need you

Even though you lie to me

I still try to believe you

But we ended up as the type of people that don't love

'Cause we grew up in a world

That just never showed love (I see you)

But if you see me now

You wouldn't recognize me

All these feelings that I used to have

Are dead inside me

And I don't know how much longer I can stay

The ones that hold close

Are the ones that just push away and it's like (I see you)

Havin' trouble findin' myself

I couldn't say I'm still the same

I couldn't lie to myself

They say love has a price

We just can't afford what it cost

Lookin' for ourselves In a place where we're all lost

I see you runnin' into the woods (Runnin' into the woods)

With your bright yellow jacket

You look lost

Yeah, you look lost

I see you runnin' into the woods (Runnin' into the woods)

With your bright yellow jacket

You look lost (You look lost)

You look lost

I see you

Yeah, my family don't know

The shit I've been goin' through

I'm empty now

And it's been a while since I've spoke to you

I run to you 'cause I know your soul has been broken too

But maybe that's the reason

Why I just couldn't get close to you (I see you)

You're no good

Your love is dressed in destruction

I pushed away but without you

I couldn't function

I needed somethin' to feel

I just needed somethin' that's real

'Cause I just keep numbin' the pain

Till I feel nothin' in these (I see you)

Nightmares haunt me still

But I just keep dreaming

If God exists, tell me why I only see demons?

Yeah, I only see demons

Tryin' not to choke

And my lungs fill with smoke

Like how the fuck I keep breathin'? (I see you)

We live in a time

Where love is more painful than hate now

So all the smiles we give

To people are fake now

And we just hide how we feel

So we never break down

And all these doubts got me feelin' like a mistake (I see you)

I wish I didn't have to take these pills

But I just needed somethin'

That can make me feel

I just needed somethin' that could take what's real

And make me numb

'Cause all this pain just can't be killed (I see you)

I can't be killed

My soul's too real

That's when it broke to pieces

Who would have thought loving you was my only weakness?

Fuck

Who would have thought loving you was my only weakness? (I see you)

Runnin' into the woods (Runnin' into the woods)

With your bright yellow jacket

You look lost (You look lost)

You look lost

I see you runnin' into the woods (Runnin' into the woods)

With your bright yellow jacket

You look lost (You look lost)

You look lost

I see you