Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Yeah
[Verse 2]
It's been a while since I spoke to you
Everything seems different now
I'm tryna focus, you've been out of frame
But it's crazy how I see the picture now
It's been a while since you've been around
Me, I finally put the liquor down
Crazy how life is bittersweet
'Cause my grandpa is gettin' sicker now
[Verse 3]
Yeah, I've been tryin' not to lose touch
But all this stress is just too much
When I was young, it was me and him
Ridin' 'round the city just the two of us
Wish I spent more time with him
All the times that I held back
All this money in my bank account
But there ain't a way to buy health back
[Verse 4]
See, back then we was close
Then I lost who I was
Gettin' close to my dreams
But further from who I love
What's meant to be is just meant to be
I don't think we could change that
I ain't sayin' I regret it now
I just wish I had them days back
And that's real
[Verse 5]
Does it hurt to think of me? (Think of me)
Wishin' your heart
Still belonged to me
Yeah
'Cause when I close my eyes
I'll be searching for you (Searching for you)
Thinkin' of the ways I've been hurtin' for you (Hurtin' for you)
I'll be here if you come
Look for me (Look for me)
[Verse 6]
Yeah
[Verse 7]
It's been a while since I spoke to you
Both of us gettin' older now
Life is movin' so fast for me
I just wish I had a way to slow it down
Wish I wasn't scared to open up
'Cause I ain't talked to my dad still
But he's stubborn though, that's where I get from
He drinks Hennessy with his Advil
[Verse 8]
Everyone say I'm just like him
We smile hard and we hide tears
Even though I've seen him last month
I ain't seen my dad in like five years
And that gets to me, heart's heavy
I just can't adjust to these changes
Lost some people that was closest to me
Now I'm losin' all of my patience
[Verse 9]
Ex girls say they still love me
Old friends just come and go
Really I've been tryna move on
But I'm too afraid to end up alone
Too afraid to give my love
'Cause I'm too afraid I won't feel love
And I'm too afraid that I'll find love
Just to find out it's not real love
[Verse 10]
I got so many trust issues
Wish I was there to uplift you
And even though we ain't close now
It's difficult to not miss you
But I wonder what you say to people
When they speak about me
I know we both went our separate ways
I just wonder if you still think about me
That's real
[Verse 11]
Does it hurt to think of me? (Oh, think of me)
Wishin' your heart
Still belonged to me (Still, still belonged to me, yeah)
'Cause when I close my eyes
I'll be searching for you (I'll be searching for you)
Thinkin' of the ways I've been hurtin' for you (Hurtin' for you)
I'll be here if you come
Look for me (If you come looking for me)
[Verse 12]
If you come looking for me
If you come looking for me
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
[Verse 13]
(If you come looking for me)
(If you come looking for me)
(Yeah)
(Yeah)
(Yeah)
Written by: Marco Archer, Tiffany Evans