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Chase Allen Halverson
Chase Allen Halverson
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No one knows what goes on, up inside my head
There's a new kind of poison, and it's starting to spread
But, I didn't think the antidote was in my hands
I can change my plans, I can change my plans
Look, he played COD, to try to make it, in a great team
'Cause, turnin' gamin' to a job, was in his main dreams
But, his goals had to change, when he was 18
'Cause, the doctor walked inside the room, and said, "You'll hate me"
"But, this is news that you will never forget"
"This is news that, when I tell you, will be stuck in your head"
"This is news that puts your health, and your life, into threat"
"You have cancer, and in a year, you'll be dead"
Yo, Walker fell in shock, and then his heart blew into pieces
But then, he zoned back in, and said, "I feel like I'II defeat it"
"No matter what stage it's in, I wanna try to beat it"
"So a question for you, doctor, what's the steps toward the treatment?"
"Whether it be chemo, or whether it be meds"
"No matter if it's hard, and no matter if it spreads"
"I'll pay whatever cost, even if I'm put in debt"
"'Cause, I'II never stop fightin' for my life, until I'm dead"
No one knows what goes on, up inside my head
There's a new kind of poison, and it's starting to spread
But, I didn't think the antidote was in my hands
I can change my plans, I can change my plans
See, he struggled for a year, but then, he got the success
He was almost free of tumors, and was free of the stress
To his family, they said that he seemed at his best
But on a scan, they seen a growth, and it was deep in his chest
'Cause, it progressed to his lungs, his liver, then his stomach
His body, shutting down, and his brain begins to plummet
'Cause, a year ago was fine, now it's happening so sudden
He just wished the storm would pass, 'cause he seen the rain that's comin'
Then, to make it even worse, when he was layin' on his deathbed
His fiance up and left him
Then, he found out she's at the movies, with her best friend
And, every thought about her, with another guy, upset him
But, he had to keep his eyes on the prize
He threw away all the remorse, and kept his mind on his life
'Cause, he was dealin' with a battle, where his life's on the line
So, dear Walker, I hope you win, in this fight
No one knows what goes on, up inside my head
There's a new kind of poison, and it's starting to spread
But, I didn't think the antidote was in my hands
I can change my plans, I can change my plans
I tried to find my reflection, on the glass
But all I ever saw, were the things I lacked
All the smudges, on the mirror, made me go insane
All I ever thought, I was, was a mistake
Written by: Antun Vuic, Chase Allen Halverson
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