Sobriety

Ma'am, I'm gon' need you to uh, pee in this cup Alright Xanny, packed in my Off-White fanny I been going off, I'm manic Shit wearing off, I'm landing More on the way, don't panic, oh-oh Drank too much, god, damn it (damn) Shut that door, don't slam it Shit too loud, can't stand it I can't stand it Wasted, hiding in the basement Careful when you do me wrong I don't ever chase shit Life is what you make it They say that when you make it How I gonna turn it off? All these expectations I got anxiety, they told me the pill should've helped me But I think they lied to me Motherfucking mess, I don't fit in society Demons inside of me, fuck my sobriety I got anxiеty, no, I won't piss in no cup Know that my liver is fucked Know that we living it up Fuck my sobriеty, fuck my sobriety, fuck my sobriety Sing me a motherfucking lullaby Hard as I'm trying, not tryna to die Spirits, I'm tryna hide Wide awake, thinking 'bout suicide Suicide, on the line, on my mind Bitch, I can't sleep, I'm in the deep end Fuck the Z's, unless it's O-Z's then I got anxiety, they told me the pill should've helped me But I think they lied to me Motherfucking mess, I don't fit in society Demons inside of me, fuck my sobriety I got anxiety, no, I won't piss in no cup Know that my liver is fucked Know that we living it up Fuck my sobriety, fuck my sobriety, fuck my sobriety I know I might seem like a mess and I got some heavy obsessions Depression ain't easy, but I'm just confessing I'm sick of pretending I'm sick, but I'm mending I'm probably offending some bitches with stitches, they all sacrilegious So I'm saying, "Fuck them" (fuck my sobriety) I'm saying, "Fuck them" I got anxiety, fuck my sobriety Go 'head, put that shit in variety (bitch)