Heard Em Say

Hey there, how's it going yo... I need to understand the steps to take so that I'm not fucking up a major life change. I have been down this road before and with my brain squirrely I'm hearing about 20 things to do at once. I don't know what things on my hard drive to get for the sake of the "community" Do I need to log into League of Legends? I don't know who this woman is, it's also confusing because I'm in love with my wife dearly and she is 4300 miles away. I have tried like hell to decipher clues on no sleep during . what my perception tells me, is a 2009 attempt to "reach me" but it's so coded that cloudy brains don't process it well at all. But don't want to miss out! This is what I'm looking for. please HELP ME