Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Aaron Lewis
Lead Vocals
Johnny April
Bass Guitar
Mike Mushok
Guitar
Michael Mushok
Electric Guitar
Jonathan Wysocki
Drums
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Aaron Lewis
Songwriter
Mike Mushok
Songwriter
Johnny April
Songwriter
Jonathan Wysocki
Songwriter
Michael Mushok
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Staind
Producer
Jon Wysocki
Producer
Tom Smurdon
Assistant Engineer
Mike Mushok
Producer
Jeff Gilmer
Engineer
Ulrich Wild
Engineer
DRT Mastering
Mastering Engineer
Howie Weinberg
Mastering Engineer
Roger Lian
Mastering Engineer
Terry Date
Producer
DRT
Mastering Engineer
Fred Durst
Co-Producer
John Burton
Assistant Mixing Engineer
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I force myself through another day
Can't explain the way today just fell apart like everything
Right in my face
[Verse 2]
And I try to be the one, I can't accept this all because of you
I've had to walk away from everything
[Verse 3]
And I'm afraid to be alone
Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
And I'm afraid to come back home
[Verse 4]
Another sleepless night again, hotel room's my only friend
And friends like that just don't add up to anything
And I try so hard to be everything that I should
Never take away from you again, 'cause I heard you say
[Verse 5]
And I'm afraid to be alone
Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
And I'm afraid to come back home
[Verse 6]
I cannot forget, I live with regret
I cannot forget, I live with
[Verse 7]
I live through this
I can't see through this
I can't do this anymore
[Verse 8]
'Cause I'm afraid to be alone
Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
And I'm afraid to come back home
Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
And I just wish I was back home
Oh
Written by: Aaron Lewis, Johnny April, Jon Wysocki, Michael Mushok, Mike Mushok