Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Aaron Lewis
Lead Vocals
Michael Mushok
Electric Guitar
Mike Mushok
Guitar
Johnny April
Bass Guitar
Jonathan Wysocki
Drums
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Aaron Lewis
Songwriter
Mike Mushok
Songwriter
Johnny April
Songwriter
Jonathan Wysocki
Songwriter
Michael Mushok
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Staind
Producer
Johnny April
Producer
Tom Smurdon
Assistant Engineer
Jeff Gilmer
Engineer
Jon Wysocki
Producer
Mike Mushok
Producer
Ulrich Wild
Engineer
DRT Mastering
Mastering Engineer
Howie Weinberg
Mastering Engineer
Roger Lian
Mastering Engineer
Terry Date
Producer
DRT
Mastering Engineer
Fred Durst
Co-Producer
John Burton
Assistant Mixing Engineer
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I'm kinda numb
It's so distorted
You left me here with this damage that you've caused
My tortured faces
Those fucked up places
In my memories, none of them I've lost, but
[Verse 2]
I haven't been here long enough to know
Every time I feel this, I just lose control
Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful
I wish that this would just go, go
[Verse 3]
It's kind of sick
I feel so dirty
I'm kinda tragic, kinda insecure
But I know that I'm the only
One that can fix whatever's wrong, I'm sure, but
[Verse 4]
I haven't been here long enough to know
Every time I feel this, I just lose control
Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful
I wish that this would just go, go
[Verse 5]
I feel so unknown
From all I've become
I'll take you down
I'll feel so down
[Verse 6]
I'm water while you drown
You're lifted while I'm down
I'm cancer in your womb
I'm the needle in your spoon, but
[Verse 7]
I haven't been here long enough to know
Every time I feel this, I just lose control
Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful
I wish that this would just go, go
[Verse 8]
Just, just, just, just go, go, go
All these fucking lies, lies, lies
All your fucking lies, lies, lies
Written by: Aaron Lewis, Johnny April, Jon Wysocki, Michael Mushok, Mike Mushok