The Wall

So Brad, tell us, what's going on in your world?

It's fucked up, I'm lookin' at myself in the mirror

I'm seeing somethin' scary, it's blurry, make it clearer

I got a funny feeling that today will be the day

That someone tries to blow my motherfucking ass away, hey

I did some wrong in my time of dyin' but

I never felt the nerve to make the motherfucking final cut

I've been depressed for no fucking reason

But every problem has a reason, I'm kinda havin' trouble breathin'

Somebody help me, hear my plead, my battle cry

My psychic told me, "It's gon' be hard for Brad to die"

She told a lie, I think I oughta shoot the bitch

I've got my pistol, thinkin' if I should shoot the shit

Click, bang, I jammed it

I slammed it, ah, shit, goddamnit

I'm havin' a fucked up day to begin with

I lost a bitch, a bird, and then this

My homies seem to think I get too high

I'm doing fine, now pass me the formaldehyde

The only thing that seems to help me cope

Is when I'm drunker than a motherfucker puffin' on some smoke

And then I'm able to deal with the woes

The friends, the foes, the bitches, the hoes

I got a gang of **** and none of them I'd fuck

I got a gang of bitches and none of them I trust

Trust a bitch, nope, uh-uh, never

I'm havin' enough trouble tryna keep my damn self together

They got me by the balls

So please, help me break these motherfucking

These motherfucking walls

I scream, there's no one there to see me cry

I guess it's hard to scream to motherfuckers when you scream inside

I'm starin' at my future, it's in plain view

I blame myself but Mommy dear, I blame you

'Cause  now I'm finally lookin' at the picture

My daddy shoulda quit ya, right before he hit ya

Or swung it to the left instead

And left a big-ass stain in the fuckin' bed

Because the world was fucked from the first

And havin' me only made the matters worse

Now look at what they did to me

That's some fucked up shit for a kid to see

Motherfucking villain after villain

Killin' after killin', I'm tryin' to check a million

Damn, I'm goin' straight to fuckin' Satan

A fuckin' shame, about to blow my fuckin' brains

Damn, I'm dead

I'm finally through with hearin' these fuckin' voices in my head

Somebody finally got me

I'm lookin' at myself outside my fuckin' body

So now I'm standing face to face

Mr. Scarface versus Mr. Scarface

We've been two different people from the start

One ****'s too smart, the other too fuckin' hard

And both refuse to be outsmarted

Dearly departed, the battle's already started

Fuck it, it's on, I swung, I duck, I weave, connect, I'm struck

Caught me with the piercin' lead

And realized to myself,  I shot my own fuckin' self

Damn, suicide is quicker

I try to break the wall, the wall keeps gettin' thicker

I'm really starting to miss my mother

I'm tryna climb the wall, it's higher than a motherfucker

And hollow's what the sound is

I'm havin' major problems, tryna to walk around it

And ain't no gettin' out, I'm trapped

I really should've dropped my  motherfucking strap

'Cause when I think about it now

I didn't have to climb the motherfucker

I shoulda broke the motherfucker down