A Moment's Grace

I wasnt born this way I been living a lie they say Somebody brought me to my knees well, I had everything So tell me would you please, how could I possibly have needed, so much more The thing I was craving Was some kind of lady So I might find a friend and all the aching in my muscles as they hurt oh wont you put my hands to work to ease my mind And you realise in a moments grace you've been unravelling the fabric of your coat And you pick a line down the (wall?) and trace till the end and when you walk back sorry with a fallen body like you should no im not gonna die this way Maybe it was was the mould you see that was knocking the wall in me that I forgot just what it was that i had needed to be for all the time id given maybe i forgot what livin was now for and you realise in a moments grace you might just already be onto something good and you pick a line on a (call?) and trace because you can and when it comes back heavy youll be more than ready like you should Cause i am not gonna die this way Through a crack in the road it sprung a seedling warm and young stretching out for the sun its almost in, im giddy. for this time I might be winnin as the moving lights that time of year lay still and as my body changes pace I seem to know again that Im not gonna die this way oh Ill hold my misses in a bed of kisses like I should 'Cause I'm not gonna die this way