Mind of a Junkie

I'm nervous, I'm sweaty, I hate to make amends

Bunch of opinions, I'm always on the fence

Pissed off and sad at the same time

Please somebody, save me from my crazy mind

Yeah, I try to read the big book but I can't see the words

Every time I meditate the whole thing's a blur

Panic attack, short of breath

I try to get things done when my body needs to rest

I've been living in the mind of a junkie

Thinking my junkie thoughts

Putting out my selfish aspirations

Yeah, not letting God into my heart

I don't pick up the phone and I can't sleep

I ain't got no appetite but I still overeat

I want peace and quiet but I keep running my mouth

My soul is like a hurricane but I'm still filled with self-doubts

Yeah, I hate the way I look and my ego's always bruised

I isolate myself and I get some more tattoos

Always running late so I can't make any plans

I'm preaching 'bout stuff that I don't understand

I been living in the mind of a junkie

Thinking my junkie thoughts

I putting out my selfish aspirations

Oh, not letting God into my heart

Yeah, not letting God into my heart, yeah