Play This At My Funeral (Remix)

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My mom was an addict and Pop wasn't there (He wasn't)

Trust me, I still ain't care

My stepdad came in, showed me the ropes

And he died and it's messed up, ain't it? I know

I know how it feel when your house supposed to be a home

And you feel like it's nowhere to go

I know how it feel when you try your hardest all year

And you still got nothin' to show

(Trust me, I know)

I never thought I could be anybody but a nobody

God had to prove me wrong

I never thought I'd be able to jump on stage

And people would know my song

I spent twenty-two years in this world

And I'm hopin' I still got twеnty-two more on the clock

My little sister is ninеteen

Just had a baby that nobody told me about (Nobody told)

My calls been goin' to voicemail, how I'ma call on you when you never can answer?

As soon as my life goin' good, it seem like another person diagnosed with cancer

Nobody told me that kids like me who grew up with ACEs die way faster

So maybe I'm already cooked

It feel like my life a disaster

It feel like I'm cursed or trapped in a cycle of life where I never could win

I'm used to the hurt, I'm trapped in the cycle of pain where it never can end (Never)

I've been on the other side, nobody told you the grass ain't green as it seem

I gotta go hard, the burdens of all of my brothers been livin' through me

They livin' through me

I do it for all of my homies and most of the people who told me I couldn't

Said I couldn't

I help anybody that I can, I know they ain't do it for me and I shouldn't

I'm showin' my dog a whole 'nother way to his life and it do feel good

As long as they smilin', I'm happy

They ask would I change and I wouldn't

I never thought I could be anybody but a nobody

God had to prove me wrong

I never thought I'd be able to jump on stage

And people would know my song

I spent twenty-two years in this world

And I'm hopin' I still got twеnty-two more on the clock

My little sister is ninеteen

Just had a baby that nobody told me about

Off Addys, I'm tripping, I'm focusing now

Tired of this way of living, I want to get out

It be the **** who's broke, they ain't give me a hand

Be the main ones holding it out

I remember we was close, our relationship couldn't advance

'Cause you never showed when it count

Said he was hurtin', they told him to just be a man

So he put his four-oh to his scalp

The burdens of all of my brothers been living through me

Now I just made a M in my sleep

My momma want help with my brother, been sit for a B

"Would you just go and visit at least?"

I been hearing the feds got a board with a picture of me

Told the bro ain't no killing this week

Had to learn how to talk the language criminals speak

With this shit till we stiff in the streets

They thought I'd be dead 'cause where I was left at

You don't want to be ahead on the death track

Now I know why my challenges tough

When it's easy, the people don't never respect that

Just when I think I'm progressing, here come a new problem that's causing a setback

Tryna turn all my losses to lessons, I hope I'm evolving enough for my next match

My mom was an addict and Pop wasn't there (He wasn't)

Trust me, I still ain't care

My stepdad came in, showed me the ropes

And he died and it's messed up, ain't it? I know

I know how it feel when your house supposed to be a home

And you feel like it's nowhere to go

I know how it feel when you try your hardest all year

And you still got nothin' to show

I never thought I could be anybody but a nobody

God had to prove me wrong

I never thought I'd be able to jump on stage

And people would know my song

I spent twenty-two years in this world

And I'm hopin' I still got twеnty-two more on the clock

My little sister is ninеteen

Just had a baby that nobody told me about