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Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
EST Gee
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COMPOSITION & LYRICS
George Stone III
Songwriter
John Carlos Ramirez
Songwriter
Max Wonnenberg
Songwriter
Paul Bofinger
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Johngotitt
Recording Engineer
Rizzo
Producer
Tatchy
Producer
Royce Monroe
Mixing Engineer
Colin Leonard
Mastering Engineer
Lyrics
[Intro]
It's like day six or seven of me being in my feelings about how y'all did me
I'm just tripping, I'm down like 250
Trying to please a bitch that ain't worth a penny
I'm getting my head though
[Verse 1]
I'm losing motivation
Feel like what used to love me hate me
How I let you watch me make it? All that trauma I was facing
How you blame me for being crazy? Laying in our apartment naked
Gave me your heart, you know I'd take it, you slipped and gave and gave me a fake one
Mama said watch you 'fore she died, 'cause fuck it, shit meant that much
At twenty-five, 'long I take care home, I should have room right my wrongs
[Verse 2]
Look in her eyes and don't say nothing before I tell her lies
'Cause eventually I'll shake my wild side, and you'll see I'm trying
Word to the wise, people don't remember when you save they lives
Something like a junkie how you front me when I'm not around
[Verse 3]
You don't care I'm traumatized, you don't care that I been crying
You don't care I lost my eye, you don't care they sprayed my ride
You don't care I lost my mom, you don't care my health declined
You don't care, not once but three times, I survived my suicide
You don't care you crossed a line, you don't care to apologize
You don't care what's on my mind, you don't care my family slime
You don't care I'm tired of trying, you don't care I'm sober now
You don't care that I'm alive, well shit, you must want me to die
[Verse 4]
But now I'm over fine, ain't no surprise
You know my kind once in a lifetime, generational bloodline
The live wire that burst, I broke my family curse
My daddy used to take me with him knock his work, brown bag cash had me turnt
Never forget my lessons learned and I don't care you loved me first
I don't care you wished this worked, I don't care that you gave birth
I don't care that you throw dirt, I don't care how bad you hurt
'Cause I don't care to hurt you worse and I don't care you say it's love
[Verse 5]
I don't care you got no grudge, I don't care to clear nothing up
I can honestly say I'm done
I don't care you say it's love
I don't care you got no grudge, I don't care to clear nothing up
I can honestly say I'm done
Written by: George Stone III, John Carlos Ramirez, Max Wonnenberg, Paul Bofinger